According to this little, big chart above I've been having tons of people come to my blog And read the things I've written And the summery also tells me what they're been reading And it's so sad, because as Hanisah said, my posts have been angsty
I was on youtube watching Chris Crocker And people just kept being such idiots It made me very sick, really, the comments Because believe it, or not Chris Crocker really is an intelligent person
It might not seem that way at first But he is such a brilliant person And I respect him And when people hurt the people I respect I don't think I can take it very well
Mother bought me new shoes today I felt guilty because I did so badly for the final years And, i'm going out tomorrow, for the whole day So I'll do more of the maths holiday assignment And I'll do it so that she sees me doing it And then she might not think as badly
And, i've sent the new manuscript to Flame of the Forest for publishing And i'm going for Playback Theatre this friday And I have'nt told my parents about it at all I don't know why I don't tell them Maybe because they do not appreciate it I wish they did, then maybe I would not seem so stupid
My aunt does appreciate it though She's always talking about how good I am at English She told me to get a white gold necklace Maybe I will But I don't like gold I like pearls, the oyster kind, not the bubble tea kind
Chris Crocker is talking about 5 minute stands He's so funny, I would love to meet him And if I were to tell the truth I'll say I would rather have a one-night stand than a real relationship Maybe because I'm not old So for me, I prefer one-night stands
He's working hard on his music, his fucking boyfriend is using him, and now he has to deal with all you sick bastards bashing him up on youtube and his own website. He doesn't even have time to date and he can't even talk about his favourite pop star because idiots accuse him of using Britney for fame! He's just defending her because unlike you idiots who want to bash her up and write stupid stuff about her, he knows that she's a human!
And even if he hadn't talked about Britney, he or she would forever be much more famous than you all because he's such an excellent speaker and person. So LEAVE HIM ALONE. He can't use the bathroom in public because he's a transgender, he can't buy makeup without people giving him weird looks, and you stupid girls keep bitching about him because you think you have a harder time than him. He's having a much hard time, and he's handling it much better than you sick idiots!
He's changed, he's more mature now, but he says himself that he's still Chrissy from the Crock. If you have a problem with that, then you re not a real fan. I'm really disgusted at your attitudes, and to anyone who wants to bash him up anymore, you deal with me.
Thank you
Wednesday, October 29, 2008
Schrei
Du stehst auf Und kriegst gesagt wohin du gehen sollst Wenn du da bist Hörst du auch noch was du denken sollst Danke das war mal wieder echt´n geiler Tag Du sagst nichts Und keiner fragt dich Sag mal willst du das
Schrei! Bis du du selbst bist Schrei! Und wenn es das letzte ist Schrei! Auch wenn es weh tut Schrei so laut du kannst! Schrei! Bis du du selbst bist Schrei! Und wenn es das letzte ist Schrei! Auch wenn es weh tut Schrei so laut du kannst Schrei!
Pass auf Rattenfänger lauern überall Verfolgen dich Und greifen nach dir aus´m hinterhalt Versprechen dir alles wovon du nie geträumt hasst Und irgendwann sit es zu spätt Und dann brauchst du das
Schrei! Bis du du selbst bist Schrei! Und wenn es das letzte ist Schrei! Auch wenn es weh tut Schrei so laut du kannst! Schrei! Bis du du selbst bist Schrei! Und wenn es das letzte ist Schrei! Auch wenn es weh tut Schrei so laut du kannst Schrei!
Zurück zum Nullpunkt Jetzt kommt eure Zeit Lasst sie wissen wer ihr wirklich seid
Schrei schrei schrei schrei Jetzt ist unsre Zeit
Schrei! Bis du du selbst bist Schrei! Und wenn es das letzte ist Schrei! Auch wenn es weh tut Schrei so laut du kannst! Schrei! Bis du du selbst bist Schrei! Und wenn es das letzte ist Schrei! Auch wenn es weh tut Schrei so laut du kannst Schrei!
Und jetzt schweig!
Nein! Weil du du selbst bist Nein! Und weil es das letze ist Nein! Weil es s weh tut Schrei so laut du kannst Nein! Nein! Nein! Nein! Nein! Nein! Schrei so lau du kannst Schrei!
Monday, October 27, 2008
It's quite amazing How simple slash fiction, made out of just nine chapters Can bring you to tears And make you realise that people can leave you in one second But if you're lucky, you'll have one person who will never leave And that person could be anybody
I think fingerless gloves are hot Extremely, extremely, hot So, so hot , I can't breathe I could go on and on but I won't I'll just say that they are hot
So anyways, I attended mass with Geraldine today At St Mary's Church of the Angels I think it's such a cool place I don't know if you will understand what I say But some places just have an aura about them That signifies that they are filled with nice people
I got that aura from Jesus Lives Church But sadly, not from City Harvest But I got it from St Mary's so that was good Geraldine was complaining that she was hungry throughout the whole time So we ate at Subway afterwards
I think, if you see me eat at Subway And are still my friend, you are awesome:) Geraldine, I'm complimenting you by the way So I ate, messily and with the vegetables spilling all over the place And for once, and she keeps bragging about it Geraldine at faster than me..
*le gasp* It's true, she did And she finished a whole 1 foot long sandwich before I was even three-quarters of the way through Which is so sad, because I always make fun of her for eating slowly Andrea as well, and you will agree with me on the fact that she's gay
Throughout this whole year, on overall I put on almost 5 kgs Which makes me fat And tomorrow is deepavali which means i'll eat tons So, and I am actually saying this I'll stop eating, I swear
But, enough about my weight It's true that Geraldine looks like a sixty-year-old Because someone tried to sell her insurance Of course they did not try to sell any to me With my round face and small mouth, I look like a cartoon character And according to iVillage, people with round faces look younger than they are:)
Anyways, I've moved on from Joe Jonas And i'm almost over whoever I eyecandy As Niveetha said, if you can't get over eyecandying someone, Find someone new to eyecandy Which I did
And, in the next two months I promise I'm going to work, really hard I'll finish writing this play as Mr Rei told me to And i'll finish writing this new original Christmas copy before sending it to Flame of the Forest You can't find it on the Internet because I did not put it there I'll work on my artwork, and i'll work on my science
I'm going to be the next Leonardo Da Vinci But you just do not know it yet I'm painting my nails now, so I cannot type any more How sad, but i've said enough I think
Saturday, October 25, 2008
Nivethitha and Keerthana went to watch High School Musical 3 yesterday But I didn't go because I was out with mother Shopping for clothes I think, I bought a lot of things A new bag, 2 new skirts, shoes, jackets, earrings, necklaces A lot of things
And I'm going out with Geraldine to Marina Bay tomorrow And I plan to buy more stuff Such a spendthrift, I cannot stop spending And no, it is not retail therapy, because I'm not sad Money is to be spent I think
But, to tell the truth I find High School Musical quite disgusting And useless, and stupid It's such a typical stupid teenage drama that does me, or anybody no good I won't talk about it, since I think it's useless
Bitches- Mindless Self Indulgence
Scream-Tokio Hotel
These two songs have been repeating themselves on my playlist Over and over again Particularly Scream by Tokio Hotel I remember during Angklung Emmy and Diyanah were talking about them And me and Racheal had no clue about them, so we guessed it was a documentary about gays Do not ask us where we got that idea from
And Rachael thinks Bill looks like a girl I think he looks androgynous, hot:D Androgynous people are hot But now I know they're a German Rock Band A very good German Rock Band, with nice accents:) I wish I was Scandinavian
Friday, October 24, 2008
I've been tagged by Nicole to do this meme I call it supercalifragilisticexpialidocious because describing memes and quizzes is very hard for me
So here goes the The Sunday Stupid Thirty-Three:
1. When was the last time you cried? Two days ago, I blogged about it. You can see, only if you want to read the mind of a zombie crybaby.
2. Were you named after anyone? Nobody, in fact. I don't know anyone with my name.
3. Why are you so fickle when it comes to women? Because, they are fickled:D
4. What is your favorite lunchmeat? I don't eat meat for lunch...
5. Do you have kids? No, but if I ever do, I want twins
6. If you were another person would you be friends with you? I don't know. Of course people I don't know just smile at me when I go down the street. It's because I look lost and friendly I think, so i'll say yes.
7. Do you use sarcasm a lot? No, and I hate people who use it.
8. Do you still have your tonsils? Yes.
9. Would you bungee jump? Yes, I can't wait to. Someone, do it with me:D
10. What is your favorite cereal? I like the plain or whole-wheat ones, because I can dump a whole lot of honey on them. And then they'll taste good, as well as be healthy:)
11. Do you untie your shoes when you take them off I don't tie my shoes. I stuff the laces inside the shoe:D
12. Do you think you are strong enough to be with me? Are you hot? :D
13. What is your favorite ice cream? Caramel Brownie
14. What is the first thing you notice about people? Honeslty, and some people find it disturbing, but I look at their fingernails.
15. Red or pink? Red:)
16. What is your least favorite thing about yourself? Panda eyes. I think you would know.
17. Who do you mess with the most? Well, I say people like to mess around with me. But I always beat Menakah whenever I'm pissed.
18. What was the last thing you ate? Rice Cake
19. What are you listening to right now? You and me and the devil makes 3 by Marilyn Manson. He sings,
Murdercute Happyrape Murdercute Happy, Happy, Happyrape Kill all
Murdercute Happyrape Murdercute Happy, Happy, Happyrape Kill all
20. Who was the last person you talked to on the phone? Grandmother.
21. Why aren't you married? Because I have not met anyone worth marrying. I'll elope, someday.
22. Last movie you watched? Thirteen Ghosts
23. What did you dream about last night? This one is creepy. I dreamt about dolls. And I was a doll. I think i'm a creepy doll.
24. What book are you reading? Alice in Wonderland. I've been reading it, and re-reading it, and re-re-reading it.
25. Summer or winter? Winter
26. Hugs or kisses? Both
27. Do you have any special talents? If you'd tell me what's special, i'll tell you if I do.
28. What are they? I could say, making people laugh.
29. What did you watch on TV last? Denise Richards: It's Complicated
30. What is your favorite sound? Music
31. Doing anything now? Marilyn Manson:)
32. Most likely to respond to this meme? I don't know
33. Least likely to respond? I don't know
Thursday, October 23, 2008
Today morning was the first time I actually cried in the past few days Because, I couldn't cry And when I did, I want to thank Alyssa and Menakah for being there for me It's not nice to be the bearer of bad news Alyssa was so funny:) I never knew Menakah could be such a gentle person as well:D
And, I've been feeling sleepy for the whole of today I don't drink coffee, so I got nothing to keep me awake But sleeping is good Jannatul and me were in the canteen waiting for the briefing at 1 pm And I was sleeping soundly When Diana came and woke me up That dodo shocked me and I couldn't go back to sleep D: Ps. Of course i'm lucky:)
Anyways, the briefing was fine The climate in China will be cold And since we're going from the 10th to the 20th, I can still take part in Musical Evening Although this means sacrificing the debate course I was selected to go for Mr Miranda sent the email And, according to my report book, I am a talented, and outspoken young lady:D
And, I think I'm crazy over Bill Kaulitz Tokio Hotel Performing Monsoon Live
I think he's so hot But, Joe Jonas is still the best:D Although I don't like the Jonas Brothers
Running through the monsoon Beyond the world, To the end of time, Where the rain won't hurt Fighting the storm, Into the blue, And when I lose myself I think of you, Together we'll be running somewhere new Through the monsoon. :)
Wednesday, October 22, 2008
And, I've been reading Alice in Wonderland/The biography of Charles L. Dodgson. Charles L. Dodgson is Lewis Carroll's real name Lewis Carroll is only a pen name for the author I can see why Marilyn Manson took him to be of two personalities Well, I would hate to plagerise But have a look at this.
It's a letter from Charles Dodgson to one of his friends, a girl aged 10 called Hallem He had many friends at that age, and took naked pictures of them which is what made people think he was a pedophile But it's only because records of his intimate friendships with women his age were kept secret by his family They were scared it would be inappropriate And Lewis Carroll's photography was only because he appreciated the human form Nothing else
Christ Church, Oxford January 23rd, 1862 My dear Hallem, Thank you for your nice little note. I am glad you liked the knife, and I think it a pity you should not be allowed to use will "till you are older". However, as you are older now, perhaps you have begun to use it by this time: if you were allowed to cut your finger with it, once a week, just a little, you know, till it begins to bleed, and good good deep cut every birthday, I should think it would be enough, and it would last a long time so. only I hope that if Lionel ever wants to have his fingers cut with it, you will be kind to you brother and hurt him as much as he likes. If you will send me word, some day, when your two birthdays are, perhaps I may send him a birthday present, if I can only find something that will hurt him as much as a knife: perhaps a blister, or a leech, or something of that sort. Give him half my love, and take the rest yourself Your affectionate friend, Charles L. Dodgson
I find it odd, that he would encourage them to harm themselves When he is fond of the human form But I won't think He is brilliant
I'm setting Amalina's blog song on repeat Womanizer by Britney Spears:D Britney's and Kevin Federline's divorce was ranked as the most horrible celebrity one ever But I'm on Britney's side And I defend Britney Because she's a human
I mean, both of them are big celebrities Except for Kevin Federline, who is as good as a homeless person because I only knew him after he was married to Britney But still, very busy people And both of them cannot possibly have the time to be parents So it's likely the kids will be raised by nannies and maids
And, Britney has the money to give the kids what they need Very unlike Kevin Federline the Homeless Person Anyways, since I didn't get good results My mother is making me do housework I vacuumed the house for the first time today:D And I washed my own dishes, my hands are not soft anymore :(
Anyways, I haven't sold a single musical evening ticket Which is so saddening So if you are not from Choir, Angklung, or Dance And you wish to go to musical evening And you are awesome:D Please purchase tickets from me:D
Today was the last day with 2G1 I say it's the last day because tomorrow we shall only have a half day Although I have to stay in school till about 3 because of some briefing I'm going to China:D But, moving on to a new class is still depressing
It is like losing a limb, or shaving your head bald Moving out of your comfort zone I don't want to:( I mean, these are the people I was with since the January of 2007 Tomorrow, I shall stick post-it notes on everyone I see Ger, this means you
I've been having the urge to scratch my nails on walls ever since I decided to grow out my nails For some people they get some weird feeling But it's addictive Really, I could sit here and scratch the walls from dawn till dusk and I would not get tired of it But, I've painted on them shiny nail hardener So I can stare at their shiny-ness all day And hopefully, the fear of making the nail hardener ugly can stop me from scratching walls
Ever since the exams ended I've been forgetting a lot of things I forgot that Nuggets needed a leash when I brought him down And I was staring at him wondering what was missing And, I forgot where I put the remote control, my cellphone, my daily medication And I forgot my pencil, and my travel declaration today And worst of all, I forgot to watch Heroes Season 3
Reshma has been going on and on about how confusing the plot is now The tables have turned, and all the good ones have become villains And all the villains have become good Syler cut open Claire's head and took her power But she can probably survive, because she can heal herself
As for Peter, he has gotten Syler's ability Which I don't find very startling because he already has the ability to suck up the power of any other hero And Hiro Nakamura has killed Ando And it's so sad because Hiro was my favourite character But Albus Dumbledore (the headmaster, not the hamster) said that even the best of friends disagree
Monday, October 20, 2008
Sometimes, I think keeping my writing a secret from my parents isn't the right thing to do Because they would stop accusing me of not doing anything, or being useless if they knew I was actually doing something But I don't think they would take it very well either So maybe they will find out when they re supposed to find out But until then, I will be content with being called useless
I will not talk about results anymore Because it's so very depressing to do so Instead, many other things For once, goth fashion came as the 46th Fashion Don't under Glamor Magazine's 50 fashion don'ts And if that was not bad enough, they made Marilyn Manson a scapegoat again
Well, I think Marilyn Manson is the epitome of goth fashion:) But the only reason why they did not refer to Ozzy I think Is because he is way more successful then any old narrator And no old narrator would dare try to demoralise Ozzy Because Ozzy is never demoralised:) Never
And, I was drinking milk just now And I saw a few bubbles come together in the shape of a paw-print Which I find very interesting Because bubbles only ever come in the shape of bubbles
Anyways, maths remedial today was productive I did many sums, under the watchful eye of Mdm Tan Who I find to be a very, eclectic She blames me for many things, and i'm not lying Because I only sat there and did my work quietly And then she accused me of going too fast
So I can see that she is an eclectic person Unlike Marilyn Manson, who claims that he is among people who "suck" This is scary, someone just knocked onto my window And no one is outside
I have seen a ghost before But it's not really colourful I don't even know if it was a ghost at all So normally I come into school early, or just on time And on that day it was early
So at about 6.30 I was walking along the fields And the sun was late to come up so it was quite dark And then I saw this guy jogging past me 10 seconds later I looked back and he was not there anymore I told you it wasn't colourful
Anyways, I was in a variety of situations today And particularly, one situation And it was, frightening And I don't know why I'm scared I don't know why at all Maybe it's just me, I guess
Hearoes Season 3 is out And acording to Reshma, who loves the show as much as I do Syler, is the good guy But I think it's obvious:) All the hot guys are the good ones, made to look like the bad ones So Syler is innocent, and hot
Sunday, October 19, 2008
I've been drowning my sorrows in Cartoon Network cartoons I like, Courage the Cowardly Dog I've been changing alot this year And, if you look at me from last october and now, i'm not the same person
Why I write all these I do not know And maybe it is to persuade myself that i'm still myself But I don't want to change And there is so much I want to do But I keep having the feeling that I have so little time
And I keep wanting to be something a little more special And when I get to that standard I just want more But school, i'm really stupid and sorry to say It's not my first priority Well, most of it
I only come to school for english and literature and art lessons And to see my friends, and to gather inspiration And just so I would have something to do But if you took away me being able to write a book Or me being able to entertain an audience I'm really nothing more
And, I really don't want to study anymore I don't have any motivation If I could, I would leave school as soon as possible It never was because I was'nt one of the smart people And the only reason why i'm still here is because all Singapore cares about is paper and certificates and degrees and diplomas
People said being different was nice So I thought that too, and I was okay with being different But then I as I got older I realised that I needed someone like me that I could talk to Because, well, I can't find anyone like me
And if you talk about Singapore, I will cry Because you should know how much I hate this place Don't say I should think of myself as fortunate because people out there are dying Because i'll say that those people ought to be fortunate that they we're not born as animals And I really, honestly feel like i've been born in the wrong place, in the wrong time, to the wrong people
This whole blog post is nonsense And i've been temporarily made to feel better by Jimmy Urine, lead singer of Mindless Self Indulgence He takes someone's iPhone, calls their mom, and tells her that her daughter has been eaten by zombies
The Lady In The Well Oh dear me mister I'm quaking in my clothes I'm so scared of being unconscious or dead You'll taint my mind, with awful thoughts Made into flashing scenes I dread You might poison the water I drink Or have thick needles upright hidden in my bed You might set a ghoulish banshee on me To slice my head off with thread You can send a mob to hurt me With so many sticks and stones They could hang me on a stake After breaking all my bones And if you're not finished You can come and find me by your own 13th Elm Street, Fellow's Walk The house with the thousand gnomes But if you look down the well A sorry sight I say, you'll see A tangled mess, in a wedding dress Dear mister, that mess is me
Thursday, October 16, 2008
Hell On Earth Chapter 4
“-as clear as the full moon in the black sky, in the foreseeable future...” Demons have never, and will never learn. Monsieur Dunstan stowed the ruby pocket watch into his shirt sleeve and watched as the sky, blood red, played host to the setting sun 3 2 1, and the yellow circle in the sky was gone Inside the castle, a red flash had left the room empty
“Dunstan! How hast thou been?” Bloody Mary begged, holding his shoulder with one of her bejeweled hands. Dunstan pushed her away, melted through the gate, walked through the black flames on the other side, and headed down a path Bloody Mary stared at the bat-like figure now airborne, heading to the deepest part of the underworld She grasped one of the cold, solid iron bars of the gate, and turned to the others, beckoning with her hand The six of them spread massive raven wings, the wings of Frankenstein’s monster dwarfing the others’, and went in Dunstan’s wake until they were in earshot of the highest tower in the castle And then they stopped, and hid behind the dead evergreens
“Black is the new green, in hell,” said Eurydice, baring her canine teeth as she laughed.
“Stop this fucking noise,” croaked Ganymede, inching closer to the window.
“Antecest is deceased. There are no more male heirs. Whoever he chooses will become the new Count.” Dunstan stood before the heath, a striking figure on a background of fire and wood.
“And what of the Countess?”
“Dead, I poisoned her as you instructed.”
“Good, good. I think now, company,” growled the devil, as he brought down the entire tower wall, exposing the six demon guards, who at their revelation, fell to his feet.
“Mary, I hear you’ve been waiting.”
“Waiting for what, my lord?” she asked, daring to look up at the horned face of her master.
“To destroy. You are to lead the attack on Ilyria. Slaughter any living man, woman, and child in your way. Burn every last cottage, house, and castle. No one walks alive.” he said to her. The six spread their wings once again, and took flight.
“And what of me, my lord?” asked Dunstan.
“You are to counter the attack, lead Ilyria’s home army to victory and thus win the support of the people. Do that after, breaking the news that Colinvert is dead.”
“My lord, the six are vicious. I will have a fool’s chance in hell of saving Ilyria, and if she goes, what am I to salvage?”
“You are a fool Dunstan, and this is hell. I think that you have a very, good chance. Now, leave.”
Lucifer screamed the last sentence, a piercing cry that could be heard throughout the underworld. Dunstan at once felt the burden grow on his shoulders. He could not bear to stay any longer, and he left Left to tell the people their leader had died, and to assemble the troops for the last battle Ilyria would ever face The last battle, since no one would be alive for any more.
The Addams Family
After looking at my streaming results I have to say that I am really am not good in anything, except for English, and literature But really, I am scared What if I lose the ability I have in english Really, I love my talant at english Although I hate Mr Poon for giving me just one mark to an A1 for my overall If you look at the bloody results slip you will see 75% for the mid-years, then 76% for common tests, and another 76% for the final years But there will be a 74% for the overall because my 1st common tests marks pulled me down I think it's stupid
But, I only love acting out, and writing, and illustrating the things I do The illustrations I think are nice, so be quiet When i'm sad, I write everything out into stories And I feel better I treasure my ability, and that's all I need I think Because I will take over the world some day, you'll see
But, Adelia and Xin Yi I don't know how to make it any clearer But please, stop pairing me up with people like ---- You know how much I hate them I meant the letter thing as a joke, don't blow it up And though I know it's only fun and games, it is quite annoying And neither is it funny Thank you
Watching Pirates of the Caribbean: At World's End with Nive in class is funny Because we laugh at everything Even when watching Van Helsing, we were laughing We were laughing at the scene when frankenstein's monster climbed to the top of the cathedral and screamed But we are not sadistic, not at all
And Angklung was funny It's always funny, because I sit at the back with Ger and Adlina And in front of me there's Nicole, Amalina, and Ameerah And they laugh at us Haha, Amalina was so funny She likes Joe Jonas too, and that was the first thing she told me But, he is hot And I kept repeating that to Nive and Menakah and everyone else
So, Geraldine, Me, and Adlina were half-dancing, half-singing to mamma mia The head-banging, backward-walking, side-smacking dancing And the do-re-mi-fa-so-la-ti-do singing Which Ger does very well And everytime Mdm Nisa turned from us, we would switch places So when she turned back, we would be in different spots
Motley Crue is playing now And they are breathing in the same air that we are breathing in because they are in Fort Canning Park for their concert And although I don't listen to them, I want to look at Tommy Lee Because he has met Twiggy Ramirez, and I really consider Twiggy Ramirez as someone who I really want to be like You will know him as Jeordie White from Nine Inch Nails But I know him at Twiggy Ramirez from Marilyn Manson
And, Nikki Sixx has nice hair But Joe Jonas is hot
Wednesday, October 15, 2008
John: I can say supercalifragilisticexpialidocious
James: It means you have nothing better to say, what an establishment
John: I say, it's something I have to dis-establish
James: What if it's dis-establisment mean losing something nice
John: Then i'll get a dis-establisment-er to dis-establish it
James: What if that dis-establishment-er was an anti-disestablishment-er, there are many of them around
John: anti-disestablishment-erism?
James: anti-disestablishment-erism
John: then I think the world should not be anti-disestablishment-erismised
The second longest word in the english language, anti-disestablishment-erismised
I hate my results Really, I hate them 1 A2, 1 F9, 2 C6s, 1 D7, and 1 B4 The worst part is, that I have to learn what I don't want to learn, and fail and feel horrible But I love the people who held my hand and consoled me when I was crying I love you all, really
But, i'm really disgusted And I cannot believe, honestly, that something like this must happen for the school to know that they are stressing us too fucking much Really, in this damned age, is it even possible to take charge of your own life? How many times have you had to do something you did not want to do, because you knew that if you did'nt, you'll have to face the consequences
But I want to say thank you to Mr Rei for helping me Even though he is not my drama teacher any more He looked through the full-length play I wrote and helped me with it And gave me ways on how to make it better from his own experience:)
Monday, October 13, 2008
It's not a secret anymore I THINK JOE JONAS IS SO HOT OMG I WANT TO RAPE HIM But he is quite handsome yes...
Sunday, October 12, 2008
Before anything, I want to wish Nivethitha a very very happy birthday Really, I cannot imagine sitting next to ANYONE else in tamil class And even when Mr Muthi tries to separate us, we still sit together and drive him nuts And also Keerthana who always helps me with my studies She teaches me tamil and literature all the time And Happy Birthday to you too:)
I think Exorcist: Dominion is better than Exorcist: The Beginning Because, Dominion has real horror movie trails which I think The Beginning lacks I mean, romance in a horror movie? Well, sometimes it is funny, like in Constantine and Van Helsing Step lightly, people But that kissing scene in The Beginning was terrible
But enough about the Beginning I think Gigi was adorable His in his normal form, not in his possessed form In his possessed form, he was demonic, as he ought to be So that was good Me and dad were placing bets on whether the demon was exorcised out of him or not So now I have rights to say that my wierdity is in my genes
Thursday, October 9, 2008
I've been thinking alot these past few days And it has been really depressing I can't stand it, seriously I dont know, and you might think i'm crazy And I think I am nowadays
I think giving signals is overrated I prefer things to be direct Really, really direct A slap in the face direct
I know why i'm sad But it's a reason I won't put here Maybe I would, if it was a private blog But no, this is not
I told myself if I were to blog the world would see it Or else no one sees it
I cannot find peace anywhere I don't want any responsibilities I feel like going somewhere where I would'nt have to care about anything I take that back, I feel like going somewhere where I would'nt have to care about most things
I feel like quitting education altogether I want to go to the mountains and be a poet I want to have some people by my side People who won't look at and go "what the hell, what english is this?"
I can't stand this
Monday, October 6, 2008
I ought to tell you That today was a funny day:) Because me and geography are like cat and dog And Adelia and me are like tom and jerry because I keep annoying her and she keeps bullying me
Well firstly, all the geography noted in my tablet are like flotsam and jetsem They are all over the place, here and there So I only revised the powerpoint slides And the textbook, so that was okay But during assembly I stole Adelia's notes And messed them all up:D She calls Lim Chu Kang, L.C.K
You must all know what stupid answers I give Well, there was one question and they asked
Name another island in Singapore that has the same landuse as Sentosa So at the last moment, I wrote Bali Because my uncle said that Singapore owns Bali So I wrote that down But my uncle says alot of wierd things And, of course that was not the answer
And another question Name 2 problems an oil palm farmer might face. I mean, DO I LOOK LIKE AN OIL PALM FARMER??? So I wrote that down, on the question paper Not on the answer paper so you need not fear for me I mean, really I am not an Oil Palm Farmer
I don't know why we must learn geography I don't need a map to go from redhill to delta to my house...
Saturday, October 4, 2008
ADELIA CANNOT HEAR, DOES'NT BATHE, DID'NT BRUSH HER TEETH, AND KISSES HERSELF IN HER MIRROR.
Hm. You think you know someone..
Keerthana told me I did'nt have to come to school tomorrow since there's only the chinese paper Or I would have come to school tomorrow like an idiot :( THANK YOU KEERTHANA:)
Chris Crocker has his debut single out It's really good Oh god his voice is hot:D
Chris Crocker -Mind In The Gutter
1. There are 30 questions. 2. Next to each number, write only the name of the person who fits. 3. Answer one question with one name. 4. Don't tell the questions to anyone who isn't doing the meme. (PS: If you see your name and agree to do the meme, then I'll send you the questions.)
here's my meme:
1. Keerthana 2. Nicole 3. Britney Spears, definately 4. Haha, Jasmine:) 5. Easy, Mr Siow 6. Emmy 7. Alyssa 8. I don't know 9. Parveen, December insomnia:) 10. Shasha 11. Me, hahahaha 12. Sumukhi is pretty 13. Me:D Really I think I have no life... 14. Niveetha is both 15. ADELIA 16. Menakah 17. Nivethitha, haha she's so cute:) 18. Soo Ching 19. Haziqah 20. Dini 21. Whats that? 22. What's that? 23. Siti 24. Haha, Siti:) 25. Geraldine 26. Marilyn Manson 27. Xin Yi 28. Adelia 29. Some people 30. ALLO:)
I have'nt blogged properly..., I brought John and Jacob to school on thursday And that teacher looked at me like I had committed a murder because I was carrying hamsters But I was going to give them away But then I did'nt, because I really did'nt want to give them away I have really become attached to those two But Dumbledore remains the prettiest:)
People are shocked to hear of Dumbledore's long name Gellert Albus Percival Wulfric Brian Dumbledore Grindlewald They ask me how I can remember it all, but it's easy Because I love the name But now that John and Jacob are here and permanently staying I'll give them long names as well
So Niveetha was very sad And I made her feel better:) And then she started hitting on Katty because she wanted a gay partner And so to show her that I could have one as well I was hitting on Soo Ching Then it ended up with me and Niveetha with our arms around each other singing Hannah Montana non-stop like drunk people Mr Chew tried to seperate us, he came over and said "why you two ar...." But he could'nt, haha:)
Well, the Sec 4s are gone I don't come to school everyday and the first thing I think about is the Sec 4s But not seeing them going around school is the saddest People like Ayesha, and Hanisah that I can't see around in school anymore I was talking to Hanisah yesterday And I told her that I would be taking Biology in Sec 3
Because, according to Niveetha, they always give potato questions, questions about potatoes They will give you a drawing, of a cut potato in some solution and ask you questions Hanisah says that is correct But i've always thought of Biology as easier than Physics So i'll be taking Biology lessons I guess
And on friday I am doomed for maths I am going to be hung upside down It was so hard I knew that they were going to be giving us some shape and asking us to find it's area and perimeter And I was doing the Guess and Check method for so many questions as a last resort So you can see some of my answers having a big heading that says Guess and Check With a table below and ticks and crosses
But, after the exam I was surprised to see my grandmother on the way home Apparently, she was on the way to Serangoon Road to pick up flowers She buys alot of flowers, keeps them everywhere And she was on the bus when she saw me walking home So she stopped at the bus stop to see me It's quite surprising, because she can recognise me looking an awful mess even when she's on a moving bus, not wearing glasses
Then we were talking for some time and I asked how Grandfather was and stuffs It actually was comforting to see her because I wasn't feeling very happy the past few days Because it's nice to have someone who asks you how you exams were, and not whether you thought you could pass And someone who actually asks you if you have your meals at home, and not if you ate anything
So I stayed with her at the bus stop waiting for the next 139 And then I took the bus with her and got off near my house So that was my past two days... I'll be alone at home later though That's good, i'm aiming not to step out of the house this whole weekend The outside world is so, beautiful..
Thursday, October 2, 2008
I honestly, really, like you I don't want to say it But i'm still crazy over you And everything's going to stay this way, which is the part I cannot stand I'm sorry, i'm stupid, I know
