Wednesday, September 3, 2008

Well, I did go to Jurong East Library
And I did get some books
But none about Lewis Carrol
I've read Alice's Adventures in Wonderland too many times
Only one about Shakespeare, the only one where nothing was summarised
Because, libraries in Singapore, like everything in Singapore, only cater the majority of the population

Well, Mdm Yeoh, after showing us a dramatic clip about how Singapore had moved on and all the other big, little things it did

And then she asked us who wanted to migrate and I raised up my hand
Well, people might think that my answer does not make sense
I wanted to migrate because I did'nt feel at home here
I don't understand the attitudes of Singaporeans at all

Everything here does not make sense to me
And, I go back to the case about libraries
They cater to the majority of the population, everything does
Well, basically they save money by getting things that the majority of the population could use, and neglect those that only a small part of us do

And that does not only apply to Literature

Half the books i'm interested in and I read I get them at speciality bookstores and online stores
And Marilyn Manson has inspired me to be a screenwriter
So now, i've lost complete interest in becoming a zookeeper

And my choices are, to be a Shakespeare scholar, a playactor, a screenwriter, and philosopher
So I think that's the way I will go
Because dad tells me that I have to settle on what I want to be

But, enough about me,
I researched more on Phantasmagoria: The Visions of Lewis Carrol
And, Marilyn Manson tells us it's not going to be so much of a horror movie
But more of a psychological movie
I will help you
It means, it's not a screamer

A screamer is something like, The Ring
Shock the people, not scare them
But, since it's a psychological movie
You'll be scared by the things you imagine, because of the things you see

What you don't see is the scariest he says

Marilyn also said he would be the first to use a new camera, and that he's going to go all the way to make the film, even if it means doing things that are illegal
But i'm not so certain the movie will be permitted in Singapore theatres when it does come out

Once example, the twins Tweedledee and Tweedledum, which are two characters
Will be played by two real twins, who will be having real sex that will be filmed and used for the movie
Pray tell me how conservative Singaporeans will allow that
Nevertheless, I will watch that movie


And I watched Constantine yesterday
It was fine

One thing though, I love Gabriel's home
And, I will live in a home like that when I get older:)
I figured you were mine when the vodka bottle ran dry.

"Here lies Narcissa Von Teare, wife, mother, sister, friend-"

"Adulteress, lier, witch, and whore."

Her husband had just left the mortal world. He had drunk himself to death, such a drunkard he was, and left her a widow. She was driven mad by grief, and at the expense of her final hope of happiness ended the adulterous relationship with Andrew, the town bartender.

He thought of this , and as he thought longer his thoughts became more sinister. He resorted for a way to see her, even if it meant forcing his dearly beloved to come to the bar every day. He made her an alchoholic. It was the only way he could avoid suspicion from the townsfolk. They could not blame him, he worked there. Neither could they blame her, they thought she was there to mourn her husband.

The day she died, was a month from her husband's own death. She died in the bar itself, at the same time, and at the same spot. Disgusting really, the death. So Andrew threw her into the slaughterhouse dump, where all the dead and rotting pigs lay, with the bones of those that had been ground to make fresh meat. With them she differed in no way he thought.

And the day after, as the butcher was cleaning the rotting mess, he found the woman. The people only felt sorrier for her. Poor dear, never of a stable mind, she must have drunk so deeply and fallen into the pit, died unable to get out. They made her funeral just as her she made her husband's, red rose wreath on the mahogany coffin and all, and laid her to rest beside him.


As for Andrew, it was the first, and last relationship he had ever had with a woman. He lived to a ripe old age. It was forty years later he was cast out of the town, a pedophile. He lived for twenty more years on the town borders, kidnapping all the young boys and girls who wandered too far from home.

Their ashes he threw into the slaughterhouse meat holding room in the dead of night, poisoning the very food the people ate. Stopping only when he tripped one day, and was ground up in the machine with all the other pigs, made into the dinner they served at the bar that night, to a woman named Narcissa.

Tuesday, September 2, 2008

After trying my utmost to concentrate on homework
I realised I have to go out sometime or i'll go mad
Believe me when I say I have'nt stepped out of my house for days
I'm so lazy D:
So now i'm off to Jurong East Library:)

Because i'm such a dog..:(
One more post before I turn in
Terribly sleepy,I got at most about 8 hours of sleep
For the last two days

But Literature homework is done
And tamil will be completed, soon:)
It's so so very unorthodox of Mr Choy to not give us homework
No maths homework at all
How nice:)

To tell you the turth I miss the time when all my posts were grey
So here is one, in grey

Although, Febuary suddenly seems so far away all of a sudden

Monday, September 1, 2008

Woke up bright and early today
Opened the window, stared at the sky for a while
And I felt much better
Sleeping does help, even though nowadays I keep awake untill 5am doing whatever I do
Watching movies, reading
Then I sleep for about 5 hours, like Marilyn Manson:)
I've been watching alot of movies nowadays

Sweeney Todd, Van Helsing, and now i'm watching Queen of the Damned
The story is about a vampire, Lestat
He is immortal and cannot bear to be, and after a long sleep
He wakes up to hear a band playing, and comes back into the mortal world
And he joins the band, becomes their lead singer


The soundtrack is nice, and so is the movie
This song that you're hearing, Body Crumbles by Dry Cell is from the soundtrack
And yes, the book by Anne Rice as well
What just happened
Lestat: I've hidden in the shadows for centuries, it's time to share myself with the world
Stupid Reporter: Could you prove it? You know, give us a demonstration of your "Powers"
Lestat: If you like, I can give you a private demonstration in your hotel room tonight

And then the smile from that reporter's face faded away
But, Lestat is hot
The part playing now is the house scene

Where Lestat attacks the two girls
I think i'll stop blogging and continue watching it
I should sleep early today
But I have yet to complete holiday homeworks
I should, well, goodbye:)

:)
Instead of ranting
I decided to take all my anger and put it into chapter 3 of Hell on Earth
Once again, you will have to read the whole thing to understand it
And also, I believe this is going to be much more than an anthology
I will see if I can shorten it in due time.

So http://www.mibba.com/users/stories/chapters-overview/62269/
And comment, and subscribe
And now, I shall watch Van Helsing



Hell on Earth-An Anthology
Chapter 3 -The Ring of Demons

"Killing thee was the simplest of jobs. A slit on thy neck, and all is left is your lifeless form and bloody ground. The glint of the blade and the plunging of the weapon into thy voice box, like a man possessed. And then I cut a hole, wretched out thy heart and buried it. Buried it right next to where I burnt you, and took your ashes home. You will be with me forever. You were with me forever, and this was how I killed myself. This was how to came to be here."

The demons gathered in a circle, bored.
Pain and suffering could only entertain so much
The guards of hell, at it's gate left, right and centre
Bound to their posts by night
For in hell there was no day

"Heaven hath no place for suicide, said so by the almighty omnipotent"

"God. The father of the weak, sons of the bitch Mary. Us demons, we have no use for goodness. Purity of heart is in vain. There is nobody with a pure heart, NO ONE!"

"Cease to tense, sister."

"Cease to tense what? Pray tell me, brother. The fury in every woman that hell hath no? Labelled a scheming adultress for eternity. That bastard Jehovah had given me an addition as such."

"He hath set on us all, additions as such. Not better but much better, yet all the same. With worser than worse, such titles, nothing could compare."

"It hast been, 13 thousand years," screeched Bloody Mary, as she turned the minute hand of a grandfather clock with her finger, beautiful gaunt face wrought with anger. "Is it not time, to gather our army? Is it not time, to take the world over yet again, brothers!"

"Father Lucifer will come to us when it is time. For now, Dunstan will bring him the tidings from the mortal world. It is to him, not yet the moment to act. But I can find the moment to act, as clear as the full moon in the black sky, in the forseeable future."

Bad Day


It's the first day of September and I'm not enjoying it much
Reading thy blog makes me feel worse
The first sentence is just stupid
The second one serves that whoever right

The third and fourth are awesome sentences
I hate you

The song above made me cry
It's so sad
This is what no school does to me I think
But I think i'll be okay soon, or at least I hope

My hair is behaving well
MSN messanger is being stupid

I have no reason to be sad
But I am sad
This makes no sense, at all
I'm difficult, I know