I've been thinking alot these past few days
And it has been really depressing
I can't stand it, seriously
I dont know, and you might think i'm crazy
And I think I am nowadays

I think giving signals is overrated
I prefer things to be direct
Really, really direct
A slap in the face direct

I know why i'm sad
But it's a reason I won't put here
Maybe I would, if it was a private blog
But no, this is not

I told myself if I were to blog the world would see it
Or else no one sees it

I cannot find peace anywhere
I don't want any responsibilities
I feel like going somewhere where I would'nt have to care about anything
I take that back, I feel like going somewhere where I would'nt have to care about most things

I feel like quitting education altogether
I want to go to the mountains and be a poet
I want to have some people by my side
People who won't look at and go "what the hell, what english is this?"

I can't stand this

I ought to tell you
That today was a funny day:)
Because me and geography are like cat and dog
And Adelia and me are like tom and jerry because I keep annoying her and she keeps bullying me

Well firstly, all the geography noted in my tablet are like flotsam and jetsem
They are all over the place, here and there
So I only revised the powerpoint slides
And the textbook, so that was okay
But during assembly I stole Adelia's notes
And messed them all up:D
She calls Lim Chu Kang, L.C.K

You must all know what stupid answers I give
Well, there was one question and they asked

Name another island in Singapore that has the same landuse as Sentosa
So at the last moment, I wrote Bali
Because my uncle said that Singapore owns Bali
So I wrote that down
But my uncle says alot of wierd things
And, of course that was not the answer

And another question
Name 2 problems an oil palm farmer might face.
I mean, DO I LOOK LIKE AN OIL PALM FARMER???
So I wrote that down, on the question paper
Not on the answer paper so you need not fear for me
I mean, really
I am not an Oil Palm Farmer

I don't know why we must learn geography
I don't need a map to go from redhill to delta to my house...

ADELIA CANNOT HEAR, DOES'NT BATHE, DID'NT BRUSH HER TEETH, AND KISSES HERSELF IN HER MIRROR.

Hm.
You think you know someone..

Keerthana told me I did'nt have to come to school tomorrow since there's only the chinese paper
Or I would have come to school tomorrow like an idiot :(
THANK YOU KEERTHANA:)

Chris Crocker has his debut single out
It's really good
Oh god his voice is hot:D

Chris Crocker -Mind In The Gutter

1. There are 30 questions.
2. Next to each number, write only the name of the person who fits.
3. Answer one question with one name.
4. Don't tell the questions to anyone who isn't doing the meme.
(PS: If you see your name and agree to do the meme, then I'll send you the questions.)

here's my meme:

1. Keerthana
2. Nicole
3. Britney Spears, definately
4. Haha, Jasmine:)
5. Easy, Mr Siow
6. Emmy
7. Alyssa
8. I don't know
9. Parveen, December insomnia:)
10. Shasha
11. Me, hahahaha
12. Sumukhi is pretty
13. Me:D Really I think I have no life...
14. Niveetha is both
15. ADELIA
16. Menakah
17. Nivethitha, haha she's so cute:)
18. Soo Ching
19. Haziqah
20. Dini
21. Whats that?
22. What's that?
23. Siti
24. Haha, Siti:)
25. Geraldine
26. Marilyn Manson
27. Xin Yi
28. Adelia
29. Some people
30. ALLO:)

I have'nt blogged properly...,
I brought John and Jacob to school on thursday
And that teacher looked at me like I had committed a murder because I was carrying hamsters
But I was going to give them away
But then I did'nt, because I really did'nt want to give them away
I have really become attached to those two
But Dumbledore remains the prettiest:)

People are shocked to hear of Dumbledore's long name
Gellert Albus Percival Wulfric Brian Dumbledore Grindlewald
They ask me how I can remember it all, but it's easy
Because I love the name
But now that John and Jacob are here and permanently staying
I'll give them long names as well

So Niveetha was very sad
And I made her feel better:)
And then she started hitting on Katty because she wanted a gay partner
And so to show her that I could have one as well I was hitting on Soo Ching
Then it ended up with me and Niveetha with our arms around each other singing Hannah Montana non-stop like drunk people
Mr Chew tried to seperate us, he came over and said "why you two ar...."
But he could'nt, haha:)

Well, the Sec 4s are gone
I don't come to school everyday and the first thing I think about is the Sec 4s
But not seeing them going around school is the saddest
People like Ayesha, and Hanisah that I can't see around in school anymore
I was talking to Hanisah yesterday
And I told her that I would be taking Biology in Sec 3

Because, according to Niveetha, they always give potato questions, questions about potatoes
They will give you a drawing, of a cut potato in some solution and ask you questions
Hanisah says that is correct
But i've always thought of Biology as easier than Physics
So i'll be taking Biology lessons I guess

And on friday
I am doomed for maths
I am going to be hung upside down
It was so hard
I knew that they were going to be giving us some shape and asking us to find it's area and perimeter
And I was doing the Guess and Check method for so many questions as a last resort
So you can see some of my answers having a big heading that says Guess and Check
With a table below and ticks and crosses

But, after the exam I was surprised to see my grandmother on the way home
Apparently, she was on the way to Serangoon Road to pick up flowers
She buys alot of flowers, keeps them everywhere
And she was on the bus when she saw me walking home
So she stopped at the bus stop to see me
It's quite surprising, because she can recognise me looking an awful mess even when she's on a moving bus, not wearing glasses

Then we were talking for some time and I asked how Grandfather was and stuffs
It actually was comforting to see her because I wasn't feeling very happy the past few days
Because it's nice to have someone who asks you how you exams were, and not whether you thought you could pass
And someone who actually asks you if you have your meals at home, and not if you ate anything

So I stayed with her at the bus stop waiting for the next 139
And then I took the bus with her and got off near my house
So that was my past two days...
I'll be alone at home later though
That's good, i'm aiming not to step out of the house this whole weekend
The outside world is so, beautiful..

I honestly, really, like you
I don't want to say it
But i'm still crazy over you
And everything's going to stay this way, which is the part I cannot stand
I'm sorry, i'm stupid, I know