English Paper 1 and 2 were fine, Tamil Paper 1 was, okay.
Art paper went horribly like I thought it would
So did Social Studies
I wrote 1 paragraph for question 3b, and nonsense for 3a:(
So this monday is Amath and then on Tuesday Bio and History

Ran errends for mother yesterday
Went to Ikea first, and then Grandmother's house
Then stopped by Chinatown to buy buttons for Emo
So he'll have eyes:D

I think i'm in love with the Twilight soundtrack

English and Art Mid-Years tomorrow
I've done all my prep work, and now I just have to sleep early so I can be awake tomorrow
Thank god for the Amath and Physics consultations
I finally understand everything now
Please let me pass every paper this mid years

And, HAPPY BIRTHDAY PATRICK

If you think you can scream at me all you want
And then pretend nothing happened
You're really, really wrong
One day you'll realise you've been the worst mother on earth
And when you need help the most, I won't be there

Just like you weren't there for me
I hate you

I see another night of six hours of sleep
I've just finished some of the prep work for art
I'm so thankful to Rosie for being my model
She does awesome facial expressions and she let me photograph her:)
Buds was nice today like always, so was the Playback theatre workshop

I watched Twilight yesterday
I read the book, and then decided to watch the movie
And, I'm in love. It's so nice
And when Edward kissed Bella I almost died because it was so cute
Robert Pattinson is so cute, and so hot

I only just knew I had to complete the 2007 and 2008 amath mid year papers by tomorrow
I'm planning on not sleeping today
It's times like this when I think of myself as not a human
With no feelings at all
I HAVE FEELINGS D:

Pogo's attempting to decode my thoughts
:(

If there's two phrases I hate the most, ever
They would be "You're crazy" and, "You're weird".
And those are the two phrases I have to deal with most often

Maybe they didn't mean it
But then again, nobody means stuff like that, so they just say it without thinking
If it's a joke, then it's not really funny
If it wasn't a joke, that congratulations on making me feel terrible

Mayhem Fest 2009 lineup

Main Stage: (Headliners) SLAYER / MARILYN MANSON / KILLSWITCH ENGAGE / BULLET FOR MY VALENTINE

Hot Topic Stage: CANNIBAL CORPSE / THE BLACK DAHLIA MURDER / JOB FOR A COWBOY / BEHEMOTH / WHITECHAPEL

Jägermeister Stage: TRIVIUM / ALL THAT REMAINS / GOD FORBID

Why don't we have these type of things in Singapore
Really:(

I think I've lost all passion in art
I had always thought of it as a subject with no rules, where creativity, passion, and skill was all that you needed
But seeing all the requirements and judging criteria just breaks my heart
I mean, a topic is fine

Give me any topic, and I'll work on it for you
But,when something I truly believe in gets marked down, or manipulated into something I have never done, or would never do
It makes me feel as though what I believe in was never good

It just loses the meaning
It becomes, almost the same as some mass-marketed sheisse
But, because I want the skills
And don't want to draw abstract for the rest of my life
I'll try harder, and work more for this year at least

I remembered this time
Shobini, Angela, Nicole, Nandhini and me were talking
And Shamini was listening, but she wasn't supposed to
Because she's Sec 1, and thus much younger
So I covered her ears for her for most of the time:)

I wanted a story because I was bored
And Nicole wanted to tell ghost stories
And Shobini and I were talking about sex, so we told sex stories
Nicole made up a ghost story and told Angela to continue it
And Angela said after staring at you for a while, the ghost brought you to a bed, and started taking off your clothes
Then about Girls masturbating with test tubes, and guys masturbating with vacuum cleaners

Jai Ho has been repeating, it's such an awesome song
And I was right, these weeks will be harsh
English and Art papers are in 5 days
I passed the Chemistry and Physics class tests, got a distinction for Biology(again:)),
And I failed both Amath (1/20) and Emath tests
Which means, I've got to work really, really hard for mid-years:(
If I see more than three fails in that report card, I'll slash myself untill I have got no more skin.

Seeing you guys, bickering maybe, is funny
And, you all would never guess what I'm thinking of doing

I'm a horrible, dishonest person