I think if I had any more time, I would write a sappy love letter to Tom Kaulitz and sign it with Gustav's name.

It's the New Year tomorrow
And I think I'll just lay in bed today and watch the telecast of the New Year's Celebration
Is there even a telecast?
I have no idea, but i'll watch it if there is

My New Year Resolution will be to turn famous and take over the world
And, even if you laugh at me I will say that I want to study hard, and do well

Announcement from Marilyn Manson

"Ladies and gentlemen, I'd like to make an announcement. the rumors that I found a 'replacement' for Evan, or that I have a new girlfriend are absolutely not true. I am finishing up my album, and I also have never even met Ne-Yo. I can assure him that he would not want to be associated with something this godless. Get over the holiday so I can happily ruin the new year for anyone that assumed music was going to stay boring and sweet."

MM

Welcome to another episode of Nishan wastes her time.

But this seemed like such an interesting question, so I have a whole blog post of answers

How do you do your makeup?

I love Lily Cole and Heather Marks

And I want to look just like them so this is what I do

1. Use concealer if you have panda eyes, blemishes etc. I only have panda eyes:D

2. As much foundation as you normally use.

3. Cover everything with pressed powder until your face is not shiny any more.

4. Take lipliner, or use a small brush with lipstick and trace your bottom lipline. I outline my top lip just above outside my natural lipline so my lips will look fuller. But if you do that with your bottom line, they will only look swollen. Fill everything in with lipstick. But I just use lip tinter because my lips are naturally red:)

5. I will never use blush because I will look stupid if I do so.

6. Go over the inside of your eyes with white eyeliner. Then blend in brown eyeliner, then line your top eyelid starting from the middle with black eyeliner, then wing it. For those who do not know how to wing eyeliner, just make it slightly curved line and move it upwards a little at the corner of your eye, so it's not parallel to your top eye shape. Then connect it with the middle of your bottom line. Blend it and make sure it's not one thick line. Same with the other eye. Don't go walking around with lopsided eyes.

7. Use fake eyelashes if you know how to. Or just use mascara. I use fake eyelashes when I have no life. But I never use both at the same time.

Go over everything with loose powder and you will look like Nishan when she has makeup on:D

Go outside and stick your head in the dirt if you want to look like Nishan without makeup on

How sad

And I saw a Bushido lookalike

Bushido is a German rapper from Samy Deluxe

And he and I share the same feelings for Bill Kaulitz

We both think he's sex on legs

The test today was fine
So i'll put a smiley here:)

I'm dying to find out what this is all about

Really...

THANK YOU VERY MUCH HANISAH FOR HELPING ME WITH MATHS TODAY AND FOR THE STAR PENDENT

I've completed all my maths homework with Hanisah's help
But i've still forgotten everything about trigonometry and indices
Which is just great
Well Trigonometry won't be tested, but indices will
And I find it so bloody irritating that I have to study maths

And I've been watching Britney Spears: E True Hollywood Story and Angelina Jolie: True Hollywood Story
And why am I typing this post at 2:40 am
Well i've been sleeping at dawn these past few days
Weeks, two months

I'm quite, scared of the new school year
Because I actually want to do well
And I'm afraid my lazy old self might come back
But i've changed a little

Have you ever felt the urge to completely exhaust yourself
I feel it all the time
To the point where it's like a snowball rolling down the hill
You push yourself till the point of no return
And you just keep getting higher and higher

If I don't do anything during the course of one day
And just sit around watching television
I would be able to sleep at night anymore
I'll have to get up and do something
Whether it will be looking for last minute auditions, or finishing a story just, anything
Keeping myself busy is a way I can keep myself from losing my mind
And keep myself happy

I watched the news today, probably the first time in weeks
And what more
Blood, murder, the one year anniversary of Benazir Bhutto's death
Well that's very very sad
And to think, everyone on earth just wants to be happy

Honestly, if the world ends
We're all going to go through it
No one will get the easy way out so why not we all be happy
Go treat yourself to a movie, or read a new story (tweedledeeand-tweedledum.blogspot.com), or anything
I give you all my love:)

If you ever shoot yourself, I'll write your name on the bullet so you will be the last thing to pass through my head.

Heather took a box out of her left jeans pocket and pulled out a cigarette. She put it in between his lips and rummaged around for a lighter. A hand came out of nowhere holding a lighted matchstick.

"Twenty years, Heather. Twenty-fucking-years, and I find you here. Of all places." The hand dropped the match and it left a mark on the parquet floor where it landed. Heather know that voice, she had heard it all her life, but she was afraid to turn around.

"Look at me, Heather." She couldn't. Would Angie still look the same? She still sounded the same, only her voice was a little lower, more mature. More...intense.

She opened his mouth and the cancer stick fell, joining the match on the ground. She felt two hands snake around her waist and hot breath on her left ear.

"You know how I love the way you look in a sweater." She looked down at the hands wrapped around her. They looked exactly as they did all those years ago. Would they feel the same? She put her arms on Angie's, and fell hard and fast for her once again.

"Look at me again, Heather." But she didn't want to. She pulled free and ran to the open window, pulling herself through it with surprising vigor and energy for someone so thin. Angie didn't stop her, but her hand was still reaching out. Heather closed her eyes, both to stop the tears and to to save herself the trauma of seeing the ground get nearer, before she jumped.

Angie took a gun out from her pocket, and a bullet out from the other. She remembered something from two decades ago. Before she left Heather.

"I know you collect them, so I got this made for you," Heather put a box in her hands. She smiled and opened it. Inside there was a bullet with 'Heather' engraved on it.

"Honey, it's gorgeous." Angie pulled her close with one arm, the other still holding the box, and made to kiss her. But Heather put her palms on her chest. Her voice grew solemn.

"If you ever decide to shoot yourself, I want you to shoot yourself with this. So that I will be the last thing to pass through your head." Angie stared.

"Honey, that's crazy." Heather's face broke out into a grin.

"Which is why you should never shoot yourself, you idiot. Or I'll hunt your ghost down and kill you again, you got it?" They both laughed.

Angie loaded the gun, and put the mouth of it on the side of her head. She pulled the trigger, and fell to the floor, dead even before she touched the ground. Five storey's below, a dead body of a woman lay skewered on the metal fencing.

Jonas Brothers E! True Hollywood Story Young Hollywood Episode HQ [Part 2]

Go to 4:00 and hear what that bitch said
Well, I look up to Marilyn Manson, and I love him

Maybe he should go give his kid that new Celine Dian album

It's safe, and clean, and she'll run screaming from PDA