I raped the willing Tom Kaulitz in my bed because he asked me to
YES YES YES TOM!!!

What colour is your t-shirt/shirt/top/whatever?

Pink = I kissed
Black = I raped the willing
Red = I did bondage with
Blue = I slept with
White = I got wet with
Green = I had a child with
Brown = I made out with
Grey = I kidnapped the willing
Orange = I ripped the clothes off
Purple = I licked chocolate off

What is your favourite accessory?

Coloured contacts = Gackt Camui (now S.K.I.N)
Toe Rings = Kai (the GazettE)
Lacy gloves = Uruha (the GazettE)
Hoodies = Gabe Saporta
Rings = Reita (the GazettE)
Earphones/Headphones = William Beckett
Hats = Brendon Urie
iPod/Mp3 player = Yu (Cinema Bizarre)
Necklaces = Tom Kaulitz
Fishnet Stockings = Kanon (An Cafe)
Bangles = Kaya
Sunglasses = Ruki (the GazettE)
Mismatched Socks = Miyavi (ex-Due Le Quartz/now S.K.I.N)
Wires = Bill Kaulitz
Piercings = Teruki (An Cafe)
Bracelets = Shou (alice nine)
Scarves = Aoi (the GazettE)
Belts = Strify (Cinema Bizarre)

What shoes do you like best?

Boots = Against the wall
Platform Shoes = In a closet
Sneakers = In the back of a car
Sport Shoes = In the basement
Flats = In the tour bus
Flip flops = In a holiday resort
Barefooted = In my bed
Stilettos = In his bed
Sandals = In the bathroom
Wedges = In the hotel room

What instrument do you play?

Electric guitar = because I wanted to
Acoustic guitar = because I found him in my bed
Bass = because I'm awesome like that
Drums = because we argued
Vocals = because he slapped me
Keyboards = because he asked me to
Synthesizers = because he played a prank on me
Violin = because he wore my clothes
Piano = because he started it first
Others/None = because I felt like it.

NOW DO IT *insert evil cackle here*

Cross Country in the morning was nice
And helping The Necessary Stage out with Past Caring (a great production by the way. Go watch it) in the evening
And I'm finally home at 11
All I want now is to go to bed:(
And hope my feet are better by morning because i'm doing front-of-house again tomorrow

But i'm not complaining, front-of-house is fun
The people at The Necessary Stage are really nice too
Really, Really nice people
Love them
But now

Bathe. Sleep.
Or, Remove Makeup. Change. Sleep.
Or just. Sleep
I've still yet to complete the impressionist painting for art
Van Gogh, he's really cool, really

First day that we met there was something special
Something between us with so much potential
But something was nothing was all just a game
You played my brain with your cute little frame

To think that I thought there was something between us
Think that I thought there was love in between us
Now that I thought it was you in between us
Now that I thought it was you that deceived us

But no us, it was you then me
How the hell could I see what would happen to be
Were you actually just playing with me?
How the fuck could this be how you treated me?

You said these words and you did these things
And you wrapped me around like a fucking spring
And you pulled me along and you led me on
Until all I got left is the words to a song

Now I look in your eyes and I start to realize
All those fucking lies in between your lines
Not a single truth in a thing you said
But I don't give a shit now because to me you're dead

I'll get over you

We're too cool to run, even for the bus:D

Tokio Hotel-Schrei


Nena- 99luft Balons

And when you left, I stared at our conversation for half an hour

I'm so stupid

My dearest hot neighbour just walked past
He's so cute, omg:)
And he's hot too, he has abs
Whatever, I like too many guys for my own good
But it's a like, and nothing more
I don't want to date them or anything
Just, eyecandy

Anyways, I helped with front of house for Buds today
So I got to watch The Importance of Being Earnest
It's so good
I loved it:D
Love it love it love it
It's such a cute story:)

I was really really, lost while doing front of house
Beyond lost, really really confused
But I think I did, alright
Either that or I was completely bad
I hope not
But it was nice to be doing frontof house for the first time

And the tag that I got to wear which said BUDS CREW
I felt of such great importance
The Importance of Being Nishan
What the hell, whatever
But does anyone want to write a play with my name?
I'll love you forever

Nandhini wrote a post on her blog for me
But she spelt my name wrongly for the whole thing:(

You'll always be my thunder:[ says:
I cant emo in the bus
:O

Lion says:
HAHAHA
BUTTT

You'll always be my thunder:[ says:
CRAZY XIAO XIAO

Lion says:
okay fine CONTINUE EMOING
HAHAHA

You'll always be my thunder:[ says:
WAHLAO

Lion says:
EEEEEEEEE MOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
EMO EMO
HAHAHAH
KIDDING
DONT FOLLOW
IF NOT

You'll always be my thunder:[ says:
LOL

Lion says:
I WILL
DO AN A B C TEST ON YOU
YKNW THE FINGER THING
YES
TSK
HHAHAHAHA

Lion says:
A IS....A PIG B IS.....BAMBOO STICK C IS....CHICKEN
;D
HAHAHA

You'll always be my thunder:[ says:
SABRINA TESTED IT ON ME ALREADY
:O

Lion says:
I KNW I TESTED YOU RMB
HAHAHA

You'll always be my thunder:[ says:
WAIT

Lion says:
THIS IS AFIQAH

You'll always be my thunder:[ says:
SABRINA?

Lion says:
HAHAHA
3S2B
YOUR CLASSMATE
WHO TESTED YOU DURING SS
TYVM

You'll always be my thunder:[ says:
sitting partner?!

Lion says:
HAHAHA

You'll always be my thunder:[ says:
OMG
OHOHOH

Lion says:
-.-
HHAHA

You'll always be my thunder:[ says:
I REMEMBER YOU
THE XIAO WOMAN

Lion says:
EH WHAT XIAOO
HAHA
SIAO
SIAO TING TONG
DING DONG BELL
LALALALAL
HAHAH

You'll always be my thunder:[ says:
LOL.

Lion says:
who dyou think i was O_O

You'll always be my thunder:[ says:
I SHALL PUT THIS ON MY BLOG

Lion says:
WHAT
HAHAH

You'll always be my thunder:[ says:
*hits you with book*

Lion says:
*RUNS AWAY*
HAHAHA
RUNS AWAY NAKED.
OK NO
EEW
PORN
SELF PORIN
EEW
I CANT IMAGINE MYSELF
O_O

You'll always be my thunder:[ says:
AFIQAH
EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEYYYYYYYYERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR

Lion says:
HAHAAAHAHHA
;p
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wNZLAxyjsOo&fmt=22
GEE GEE GEE BABY BABY BABY

Afiqah's really funny:D

Lion says:
HAHAHA WHAT YOU EVEN POSTED UP THE GEE PART
-.-
HAHAHAHAH
WHERE
I WANNA SEE THE TRAILERR

You'll always be my thunder:[ says:
VAIT VAIT

Lion says:
HAHAHHA OK

You'll always be my thunder:[ says:
wait this is not the trailer this is some other thing
but it's sadddddd
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UGta4T70C2A

Lion says:
o_o
ooooooooooooooooooooo ok i shall watch

You'll always be my thunder:[ says:
I WANT TO CRY D:

Lion says:
"VAIT VAIT"
VAIT FOR ME TO WATCH THEN CAN CRY TGTHER
HHAA

You'll always be my thunder:[ says:
OKAY LAHH

Something from Jaymann that might make you go Awww
Or make you go Ewww

If I had to choose between breathing and loving you,
I would use my last breath to say "I love you"

Cliche, i'm aware
But it's very cute and funny:)

As Fatehah said on her blog,
I did have an emo session for a while in class
I'm yours was playing, and it made me think of her
And I ended up crying
Yes, it's a her
Homophobes

Titanic re-enactment was cancelled because mass run was cancelled because of Sweet Potatoes
I'm okay Emmy, Rose
I, Jack promise we'll do it another time:)
Sweet potatoes will not come in the way of our love

Pogo's birthday is coming
So people, HERE IS HER DREAM WALLET
Which is now also my dream wallet
But SOMEONE is getting it for her already, HAHA:D
But you could always get it for me:)

The Buttered Toast Wallet


Oh, and Bees are invading the S2B classroom
It must be because we're too sweet

Oh oh!
I love my teachers

Mrs Gek: You all ar, get this question wrong ar. I want to cry already.

Haha, Sabrina and I were laughing like crazy
We laugh lots during all emath lessons
And during Lit,

Fatehah: *accidently spills water on herself* Does anyone have tissue?
Sabrina: Nope
Fatehah: Tissuetissuetissue. *in a really high voice* TISSUE
Mrs Rupa: You all make me a better person.

And SS

Mr Poon: Himbos
Me: Don't himbos wear pink?
Class: *laughs cause Mr Poon is wearing a pink shirt*
Mr Poon: This is peach!
Me: Pink
Mr Poon: PEACH
Me: Pink
Mr Poon: PEACH
Me: Self-denial...
Mr Poon: *Give up*

I'll never love another
You'll always be my thunder

I drew an animal cell for Keerthana:D

Seeing you makes me want to cry so badly
But I can't stop looking at you
I can't believe it, two years and i'm not over you yet
Don't get me wrong, i've tried
I've tried forgetting, and i've tried avoiding, and i've tried replacing you
But I can't
And I've admitted to myself, I never will ever get you

This is getting too personal to put up here
Because I know she does have access to this page
But you know what, i've told you once, so here I am telling you once again
I love you, and I can't get over you, and it's really killing me
I'm sorry
I'll go on, but i'll never really have moved on

Maybe when we see each other in a couple of years
And if we wave to each other again, i'll get that same feeling I used to get
Then i'll remind myself that you're not mine
But I'll secretly wish you were

I'm yours

Did I lose my love for someone better

Cookie-baking today was nice
I did much much better then I thought I would for Amath
But, apparently teachers love giving me 17/25 for literature
One mark to a distinction
History was nice as usual
I LOVE FRANCE
WE HAVE PRETTY ACCENTS:)

Tomorrow's physics
This means..
It's alright, I love the attention:)
She's nice
People think it's wierd that I eyecandy Bobo
But she's adorable

Hello, Jack:)

keerthana says: BANG ON!
Thunder says: WTH
keerthana says: haha i wanted to go and study but i keep signing in so might as well stay online lor
Thunder says: mhm, YOU MISS ME:D
keerthana says: right nishan very true

Keerthana admitted she missed me:D

I'm rooting for Cody Sheldon this year:)











Mdm Rina: What's the difference between a hot guy and a cute guy.
Fatehah: Hot, is Ronaldo.
Ratna: EEEEE
Fatehah: Cute, is..
Me: David Archuleta:D
Fatehah: Yesyes. And you know the show uhhhhhhh
Niveetha: Supernatural
Fatehah: Yes, the tall guy is hot. His brother is cute.

ROFL:)
She's so funny
We love singing songs while running during PE :)

CODY SHELDON DID NOT GET INTO THE TOP 36!!!!!EVERYBODY CRY D:

In the art room now
We're supposed to be doing a quiz on colour mixing, or the colour theory
Or something like that

TGIF, Thank God It's Friday
I read the tamil newspaper
Yes I read the tamil newspaper:)
And, they said before evening, a great opportunity will happen
It's 4.30 already
I'm hungry, again.

And, it's just a shirt, my god.

I'm feeling drained
Finishing all the work on time is hard but i've been doing it diligently since the start of the year
But it's getting harder and harder
And I've still not done the tamil newspaper articles but honestly, I don't care
I want to just take the whole book and stuff it into his mouth
Although the rest of the subjects are more understanding

But me and amath are like best friends now
Give me any sum, and i'll give you back a 10 mark answer
Which means i'm okay for the test tomorrow
And social studies is slowly coming to me
Although to be really honest, art is boring me to death

I like Boys like Girls

My appetite's going haywire
I barely ate yesterday
And i've just stuffed myself today
And i'm still hungry

Cravings are bad, it must be the lack of sleep
This is also sad

Forget the last post, i'm pissed now
My mother just can't seem to shut the fuck up
I don't know whats wrong with her
Face it, you're stuck with me for another seven years

Really, when I have twins
I'm not going to be like the old nag that she is
Yes, i'll learn from my mother
To not be like her

And right now, I feel so bad
I love my dad, alot

I'm too sensitive
Can't. Breathe.
It's 8.30 already
I'm supposed to be doing biology
But guess what i'm doing instead
Neopets.
I should go bang my head on the wall now
This is sad

2 people called me emo today
D:

Loved today
Loved Siti
Loved Zehra
Loved theatre
Loved nice random lady who talked to me at the bus stop and gave me advice on cookie-baking
Loved nice random elderly guy who told me a joke at the traffic light

Zehra's house to bake cookies
Laughed like there was no tomorrow:)
We baked Chocolate Almond Valentines cookies
Which were okay, but we loved it

Apparently there are plenty, and plenty of hot guys at Orchard
And Siti and I were basically sight-seeing as we waited for Zehra
Seriously, they're perfection
Walking sex on legs
Hot damn

BACK TO STORY
So we searched, and we found
And then I copied it down
I spelt 10-12 minutes and 10-12 hours, how dumb
But then we made the dough
Which we had to chill in the fridge for an hour
So to make it quicker we put it in the freezer

And while it was freezing we ate
They forced me to eat
I did'nt want to eat because i'm fat
But I ate anyway:(

So then we took the dough out, and it was frozen
And then we cut out circles
And after the first batch was cooked, we basically gave up
And started doing weird things with the dough

For one thing, I kept eating bits of it
I cannot help it, I love cookie dough
Ask Niveetha if you want, she was my home ec partner
And we ate lots of cookie dough
So, I like cookie dough
:D

And then I put eyes and mouth on my cookie and named him Jack, and another one Bobo, and another one Mikey
And, Zehra killed them all
How sad
Apparently she does not know how to properly place cookies on baking sheets
*Shakes head*

But it was fun
I should do things like this more often
While waiting for the bus this very nice lady sat next to me
And we were talking
I told her I was baking cookies at my friend's place
And then I listened to her talk about how to bake the best cookies

She laughed when I told her we gave up halfway
She was really nice
AND
She told me I had cute eyes
I never thought that
I always hated my eyes
But she told me I had cute eyes:)