Saturday, May 31, 2008

I was the only one left,and I saw my surroundings
A lake and blue sky

And the smell of sweet summer
But the blue came from a lake,where a thousand rotting corpses lay
Their flesh peeling from their skulls,tongues hanging loose
And the smell came from a single rose,with a hundred thorns
I saw everyone,almost everyone I knew,dead


And it stretched far and wide
And suddenly I found myself in my previous home,the home that I left

It had come back to haunt me
I was surrounded by no one
I looked down the window,and I saw schoolchildren
Little kids,They were playing

But I was still alone
I wanted to go down,to join them
To be in the company of humans
But I stayed,and then I remembered that I hadn't explored this new place
Old place,but it seemed new
New place,but there were enough memories to last

I went to my room,the old one
There was nought but a clock
One clock,with three hands

Three hands to measure my time
The time I had left
The time we all had left
The ceiling was huge, but all that remained was me and that clock

At 30 seconds to midnight the sky turned red


At 25 seconds to midnight a rainbow shone

At 20 seconds to midnight the floor became charred

At 15 seconds to midnight the rainbow became black

At 10 seconds to midnight,the time was almost up,and from the distance a forest of fire came closer

9

8

7

6

At 5 seconds to midnight I sank to the ground,staring at the face of myself on that clock. I was the only one here,and I was the only witness. There would be nothing after this. The space time continuum would end,and life as I knew it would be gone. And it would never come back.

4

3

2

1

At 12 midnight,the hands met each other with a deafening clang
And I heard a scream
And the burning and crackling of the forest of fire came closer and louder. It was mixed in with an angry growl from the heavens and a million cries around me.
The terrible anguish of everyone that had ever lived,


But the screaming voice was mine.

Thursday, May 29, 2008

A. People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs and replace any questions that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves.
B. Tag 8 people to do this quiz and those who are tagged cannot refuse. These people must state who they were tagged by and cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by. Continue this game by sending it to other people.

1. What do you think an ideal best friend should be like?
some body like Nicole:)


2. If you have a dream come true, what would it be?
To save an animal from an undeserved fate (darn poachers)


3. What do you want the most now?
I don't know

4. What would you do with a billion dollars?
Invest and then earn 0.25% a year:)


5. Isn't Lupe Fiasco just awesome? Which band are you loving now?
Marilyn Manson with Twiggy Ramirez,and I don't know who Lupe Fiasco is.

6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
You can't hate someone who loves you so it will be being loved by someone:)


7. Can you whistle?
Unless you speak of whistle register:)


8. Is there anything that has made you extremely happy?
Marilyn Manson:)


9. Do you believe in ghost the supernatural?
They don't come to my house so i'll say NO unless one is standing right behind me.


10. If the person you like secretly is already attached, what would you do?
Swear. OH SHEET


11.How would you see yourself in 10 years’ time?
DEAD. THE END OF THE WORLD IS COMING WHEN I'M 18 REMEMBER!!!!


12. Who are currently the most important people to you?
Al Gore:)


13. What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?
SITIAKI:) She is the funniest,most up to date person I know


14. Would you rather be single and rich or married but poor?
Dead and having no financial agendas


15. What’s the first thing you do when you wake up?
BATHE:)


16. Do you believe in Global Warming and Recycling?
I RECYCLE CANS AND I SACRIFICED MY AIR-CON BECAUSE GLOBAL WARMING. ONE DAY,WE WILL ALL BE TREE HUGGING HIPPIES!!!


17. How would you rate the perfection of you life now?
Mediocre,I have no chair:(

18. What type of people do you like?
Niveetha says I like wierd people. Marilyn Manson is'nt wierd,he's different:) And attractive too:)


8 people:
Dowan:)♥






Tuesday, May 27, 2008

HELLO:D
It's the third day of the holidays,and i'm doing alright:)
Except that it's becming increasingly lonely

I have a hamster,a dog,and a deranged sister for company only
But Dumbledore is as good as one could hope for him to be,
All in exchange for the daily vegetable and cornflake every now and then
He likes cornflakes very much:)

Now I am kneeling down on the floor to use the computer
Because my sister put her mattress right in front of the computer and she's not home to take it away
But it's ok:)
Because Nuggets is here to accompany me:)
She went for band practice untill 4 (whoohoo!)

And now I am drinking lemon juice
Because my mother saw this guy right below my house who sells fruit juices
He juices the fruit right before your eyes,and there is no sugar
But there is apple inside as well:D
So it's good:)

Did I mention I was playing with beads all morning:)
You know the ones,with the boards
And then you put paper on top and iron them
Yes? No? Probably?

Hm
It's immature,I know
But I've only got 22 more days till i'm 14 years old:(

Nuggets is staring at me
He wants lemon juice
Now he's sleeping
He does not want lemon juice
Nevermind:)

And now I must go
Because I have nothing to say any more
But more importantly,My knees hurt:(
:)

Monday, May 26, 2008

I shall post a blog post:D
About me:D
And my doings of the last 3 days:D
Not really,I have too hyperactive a life to go through all my doings...
And I must thank Hanisah and Adelia and Jess and Keerthana,and possibly Luisa for cheering me up:D
It is really nice of them:D

Well,today I checked my weight to find it had gone down
That's good:)
It has to go down more!!!
4 kgs:D
Although I dont really mind much my weight
I have only been on a diet a fair few times,and sadly it did not succeed
But I do not really think about it too much,or try to for that matter:)

How sad indeed
I had Cyberwellness today
About wellness on cyberspace
The woman said it was illegal to say the word "Bomb" in the airport
And then she told us that we should not post indecent and improper photos of ourselves on the internet

I did holiday homeworks!
Maths:D
Oh the horror,but I did it anyways
And yes,the smiley at the side of maths does not mean I like maths
I don't like maths

Oh! And during cyberwellness it was said that schools do not police our blogs
And they only check it when complaints are made
Over my fur and whiskers...
That is most certainly not true!
So now they are resorting to lying,what idiots

I am not concerned:)
I have Maths to do:(
It is Helena Bonham Carter's birthday today:D
She was born on 26th May(today:D)
For those who do not know,she is the most beautiful,talanted actress alive
Yes,Bellatrix Lestrange and Mrs Lovett

Acted as them in the best way that I have ever seen:)









Happy Birthday indeed:)

Saturday, May 24, 2008

There was the parent meet teacher thing just now
I hate parent meet teacher talks
Yes,despite the tons of boastings about good results and all on my blog
I just show off those that I get good marks in,everybody does that
It's just that I do it alot more

I'm an average student,I'm not a good person,I cannot draw,I cannot sing,I cannot play an instument (I quit piano before I even went to Grade 1)
Yes,I get highest for English and an A2 for Literature
But that is all I can do
My L1 R4 was 20,and L1 R5 was 27

Although the teacher's comments were ok
It was said that I am talanted
In what may I ask?
Speaking?
Singing?
Acting?
Writing?
Nothing
She also said I am very strong in English,because of my English and Literature marks

She also said I have a tendency to lose interest in stuffs
And that is why I don't do well in some subjects,and do very well in others
I cannot help it
Some students want to be doctors and lawyers and dentists
Some (me) want to be wildlife documentors,shakesphere scholors and play actors

Mdm Yeoh also said that I was soft spoken and quiet,and very mature in class
Well I think I must be most of the time
It is lesson time after all...
And she also talked about exam blackouts

Mr Poon is a very good English teacher
And Miss Ng a very good Literature teacher
And I sincerely hope she will not be replaced with LiWeiyi
I prefer Miss Ng,alot more

Wednesday, May 21, 2008

Xue Ling told me to do this:D

Rules- Each blogger start with 10 random facts, habbits about themselves- Blogger that haven been tagged need to post about 10 things- At the end of this, you gotta choose 10 people, list them and tagged them on the blog. Dont forget to comment on their blog that they have been tagged. Shall start now (:

1. My name is Nishan
2. Xue Ling is sitting beside me on my left
3. Adelia is sitting beside me on my right
4.Now is recess time
5. My favourite colour is blue
6. I am actually 85 years old
7. Really,its true
8. I just combed my hair
9. With a BLUE comb
10. There's no PBL later!:)

Tag:
1. Nishan
2.Nishan
3.Nishan
4.Nishan
5.Nishan
6.Adelia
7.Nishan
8.Nishan
9.Nishan
10.Nishan

And LuKhei tagged me to do this

1. What will be focused on most of the time?
I dont know. Im notmally focused on nothing,its relaxing:D

2. What do you want the most now?
For my panda eyes to go away:(

3. Who is the person you trust the least?
PAPARAZZI I AM FAMOUS:D

4. How would I describe myself?
I dont know:( You describe me:D

5. If you have a DREAM to come true, what will it be?
Dream,I dream about silly stuffs like buttons sewing on themselves. Maybe that would be my dream,to see buttons sewing on themselves:D

6. Do you believe in seeing rainbow after seeing rain?
Provided theres the sunlight and the proper formation of the water molecules in the air

7. What is your goal for this year?
NO:D Goals are for people who dont believe they can do it:)

8. Do you believe in eternity love?
I dont know. Ive never experienced love.

9. What feeling do you like the least?
The feeling that Xue Ling is behind me(like now) laughing her funny laugh:)

10. what do you like?
History Channel:D

11. What feeling do you feel everyday?
the feeling that I need to watch the History Channel:D

12. Do you cherish every friendship of yours?
yes

13. Do you believe in GOD?
I have faith.

14. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
Myself probably:)

15. Who do you hope to be always there for you?
Everybody I know:)

16. Who is your best friends?
Nicole Boon Gek Yong:D

17. Who cares for you the most?
I don't know. And it saddens me to think about that.

18. What will you do if you met a failure?
Failure is the mother of success:)

19. Who do I hate the most now?
Someone,their favourite colour is my favourite colour plus the colour of Christopher Robins best friend's favourite food and I can see their face right now

20. Do you think someone has a crush on you?
Nobody lah:)OH MY GOD I USED LAH:D

Randomly remove one question from the top.. and add in your own question.. make it a total of 20 questions.. Tagg 8 people in your lists.. list them out in tis post. Notify them in their CBOX that they has been tagged...

Remove one of the questions..:(
I'm too lazy:)
BYE BYE:D

Monday, May 19, 2008

Hello:D
I'm here once again to tell you all about my life:)
Now,sit down and listen:)
Do not even think of going to Bigfishgames.com mister


I watched Exorcist:The Beginning again
I know it's a mere paw print of the real Exorcist,and even less thrilling than Exorcist:Dominion
But it's alright:)
They talk a lot in the movie. Really a lot
Which makes it a boring movie

My oratorical speech is a mess
It's terrible
Horrible
Terrible
Vegetable
That is unorthodox coming from me
What with my perfect flowery use of the english language:)

I cannot play music from my computer
Sad...
It's not my fault,blame it on my sister
I do know I'm a spoilt brat worthy of the stake
But she uses the computer for 9 to 10 hours a day,how is the poor computer not supposed to get spoilt like that!
Did I mention I got the full version of Virtual Villagers:)
And it's on my tablet:)

I've not nothing anymore to blog about
Diana scared me when she said she heated up her hamster in the microwave
But obviously she did not,she does not seem like the type of person who would cook her hamster

But I think the Easter Bunny would
Cook his hamster
Gellert Albus Percival Wulfric Brian Dumbledore Grindlewald is perfectly safe with me
I know he is:)
:)

Sunday, May 18, 2008

I'm not feeling too happy now
So I'll post videos:)
That I stole from Youtube.com:)

This is the Fight Song by Marilyn Manson

And when we were good
You just closed you eyes
So when we are bad
we'll scar your minds

But I'm not a slave to a god
that doesn't exist
I not a slave to a world
that does'nt give a shit

And The Easter Bunny is Eating My Candy

It's Easter time,and the Easter Bunny ate the family dog,Candy
How different from the title

:)

Saturday, May 17, 2008

The Lost Book of Nostradamus Part 10/10



I've just watched The Lost Book of Nostradamus on the History Channel
They spoke of the end of days
The wheel with eight spokes
Satan,doom,destruction

And its set to happen when the solstices meet the central equator at the centre of the galaxy
This only happens once every 13000 years
And it happened in the 13000 years ago
The exact time,as written in the book,it happens in 2012
3 Lunar Eclipses
One Male
The 13th constellation Ophiuchus

The world is ending in 2012
I''m not discriminating anyone
But look at all the religious trouble that's going on now
And all the climate change
Yes,when I say please recycle I'm not joking


In 2012,the world will come to an end
And everything will change
And the Antichrist will come
And god will take over
In the Bible he said he will never fill the Earth with water ever again
He's going to set fire to the world,everything

And in 2012 I will be 18 years old
And,if you know me well,you will know what an ambitious person I am
When I'm 18 years old,I won't have achieved anything
Yes,maybe an award here and there
But I need....more time

I want to live until I'm 100 years old
And then I'm not content with being small fry
I need to make a real difference
By real difference I mean,something that EVERYONE
From the New York 5th Avenue to the Rural Areas in Africa
Will know about


THANK YOU VERY MUCH GOD
I'M GLAD I'M GOING TO DIE SOON
AND WHEN MY BODY IS CREMATED ALIVE
I HOPE I HAVE TIME TO LOOK AT WHO ELSE IS DYING AROUND ME

Friday, May 16, 2008

I went to the dentist just now:)
Good news,and bad
Good news is that my gum problem has partially gone
And in a longer time it will fully go away:)
But the bad news is that the dentist found another problem with my teeth


Everything I supposedly said to her is actually what I thought. Since the dentist was checking my mouth and I could'nt speak:)
Dentist: Well,there's no problem with your gums anymore. Actually it's almost gone
Me: :D
Dentist: But,I'm looking at your teeth and there seems to be a problem
Me: Oh sheet...
Dentist: How come this tooth,and this tooth,are still baby teeth. what happened to your adult teeth?
Me: How would I know...:(
Dentist: Come,i'll help you find your adult teeth


::After the X-ray::

Dentist: *Stares at X-Ray*
Me: *Stares at X-Ray and sees the horror of the many teeth I have*
Dentist: I found your tooth!
Me: Where is it?
Dentist: Ta-da! It's lying horizontal.
Me: Then what happens now?
Dentist: I have to refer you to the National Dental Clinic to see a specialist. For them to decide whether to take it out,or leave it there,or what...


This means that I'm 13 years old and I still have baby teeth
The ones that are hidden are the adult teeth...
Can't they just leave it there,it's not causing me any harm
In fact I did'nt know about this problem at all untill she told me


But. I saw my wisdom teeth in the X-Ray:)
Of course you only get your wisdom teeth when your 17-21 years old
So I got to see my wisdom teeth:)
So that is all I should say about my teeth...


But Siti asked me just now why I did'nt have a blog template
Then I said that my posts were to interesting to put my blog in need of a template
And then I was egoistic,and then I said that my posts were all about me,thus they were interesting:)
And then she compared me to Kuzco
You know,Kuzco
K-U-Z-C-O:)
:)

Thursday, May 15, 2008

HELLO:)
I feel,gloomy and I don't know why
Mid Year exam results were...mediocre
I don't want to talk about them any longer
I'll speak of something else:)

Resident Evil has been taking refuge under my study table
I think she has
It's nice and dark,so I think it's perfect for a spider
But I haven't seen her for a long time
Resident Evil is the name I gave the spider in my room:)

Now is PE lesson,the rest of the peoples have gone for 5 items
And register numbers 1 to 20 are here doing nothing:)
I went to the dentist yesterday,volunterily
I had this big,swollen,thing on my gums
And it hurt to the extent that on wednesday night I could'nt finish the fish I had for dinner

Then of course,the nurse put me in that intimidating chair
And told me that the problem was serious,and that I had to go to the health promotion board instead
To the dental clinic there,she got me an appointment for 2.30pm today
So I'm going after school:)

But I cannot help it,I hate the dentist
All those useless contraptions they stick in your mouth
The feeling is...static?
I have no other word,but it does feel as though it has been electrocuted
Not nice:(

I'm bored
But I was playing Virtual Villagers for much of yesterday
And I'm playing it today as well

I want to ask my mother to buy the game,so that I won't have to be bound by the 60 minutes trial thing
I only have 28 minutes left after all
:)

Tuesday, May 13, 2008

Today has been a very good day for me:)
I don't even bother that my weight has gone up by 2 kgs:)
But I have to lose them,so yes....:)
No more ice cream:)

Well,to start off,my mother sent me to school
So I did'nt come all hot and sweaty:)
Usually I walk all the way to home to school and back:)
And as peaceful as it is,it can be quite...
Messy?
I have no other vocabulary,sadly:)

And then it was found out that Mr Teo would not be coming for science lesson
So there was free time:)
And I spent that free time to halfway do CS project
Which is an animation:)

And I did much of it,but there's much to do left

And then recess was normal,I ate for recess:)
Normally I stay in class
But that would make today's recess abnormal:)
Luisa is so funny,haha she says her butt aches,and her hips hurt

AND I PASSED TAMIL!!!
I passed paper 1 by a good 6 marks

And I passed paper 2 by 1 marks
My average is 54:)
That is good,compared to other times it is good:)

But since I got 2 distinctions for common tests,I must get at least 2 this time
2 in my report card
And I think I can ,I think I can
I sound like Andrew Zimmern,the Discovery Travel and Living guy
He eats abnormal food:)

I got highest in class for overall for english and letter writing mid year:)
But no distinction,only a 69/100

Good,but not good enough for me I think...
Oh well,Adelia says that when 1 goes up,one must go down
So I'm alright,alright I think:)

You must know of this conversation I had:)
Me: *Walks to the front of class to see Rehma,Nurul,Geraldine,Felicia,Dini,and a few others playing hangman. Reshma wrote the word on the board,and the rest were trying to guess.*
Reshma: Do you know? Do you know?

Me: *After 2 seconds* Sex in the City
Rest: WAAAHHHH
And it was right:)

:)

Sunday, May 11, 2008


My Maths Notes:)
No one can understand my handwriting but me:)
How saddenning to see that even though I did'nt do well for the exam
I really still don't listen:(
Not many people are listening to this gay
Niveetha is watching videos
And Darshini is waiting for something to load
I haven't handed in art piece
Adelia is keeping her tablet and saying "yayayayayayayay"

Friday, May 9, 2008

I haven't blogged for a day,or two
But I didn't use the computer for the whole day of yesterday
My own punishments for sleeping with the lights on on Thursday
I was reading Memoirs of a Geisha and then I must have slept
Quite soundly indeed,I had no dreams:)

There was the School Invasion Tour yesterday
AND BYRAN IS HOT
STEAL HIS SHIRT:)
But refrained from doing so:)

I had to go to the TA for my earphones,so it was a bit later when I could go see him
Which was good because there weren't many people there
And then I held out my hand and said "Congratulations on the performance,it was excellent"
And then he took my hand he shook it and said "Thank you very much! I hope you enjoyed it"
And then I said "Yes,yes I did. Thank you"
See how decent I am:)

AND THEN HIS HAND WAS SO HOT:)
And then I looked at his eyes and they were so hot
AND AHHH HE IS SO HOT:)
Enough I think...

Tomorrow was also Crezawards:)
And it was nice:)
EMMY WAS AWESOME
I don't get why the Judges didn't choose the nice people:(
Emmy and Iman were good,and X was good
Then they didn't choose,I don't know why
THIS IS PROPAGANDA DARN

AND I AM A PRO ANKLUNG PLAYER
Luisa is a pro netballer
She said that if I blog about her my blog will be more popular:)
I blogged about you already:)

And I even called you a pro netballer!

All the rituals and rites are going on in my house
It scares me a bit,so i'll go lock myself in my room abit
I got Aircon too:)
So that's good:)
Aircon is good:)
Bryan is good:)

But right now,i'm angry with some people
And I think it's time I let them know how I feel

Wednesday, May 7, 2008

I went out with Adelia and Xin Yi today:)
It was so fun!
And I could make a list of strangers,or so they seem that smiled at me

First there was the little orange boy
He smiled and came up to me,and asked why I was laughing
i told him I was laughing at a really funny joke
And haha,he was so cute

His elder brother was quite hot...:)
And when he was leaving with his family,Adelia said he waved at me
A pity I wasn't looking,I would have waved back
And his elder brother might have smiled too....pity...
Caucasian guys are very hot...:)


And that little girl playing at the playground
The Pink Colour Girl
Smiled at me too
But when she stared,her eyes were quite scary:(


There was a lady in the train who smiled at me too
She was looking at me,so I smiled
And she smiled too:)
This probably means I do not listen to my mother when she speaks about not talking with strangers

But the outing was so fun today!
Xin Yi bought shoes
And I bought something to wear for Crezawards:)
My mother really liked the skirt
But when I walk,there's little jingling noises:)


I should be going now:)
No time to make it really colourful like I always do:(
:)

Monday, May 5, 2008

If you took away the M and H in maths,and put in an O,it would be called OATS instead:)
If only I could have said that about the maths paper..
I mean,it was the first time I ever cried while doing an exam paper
And if you cry during an exam,you get really distracted

But it was so hard and I did'nt understand a word
And halfway I felt like giving up
I could'nt answer question 6,7,8,9,and 10 of paper 2
And,since I've been really gloomy the past few days
So there.... if you look at the odds
It's quite obvious i'm going to fail,not that I want to ...

But i'm much better now:)
And I want to thank
Siti
Adelia
Shasha
And Katty
And Xin Yi
And others who cheered me up:)
Thank you very much,I really appreciate it:)

I saw a squirrel up close and personal today as well:)
While walking home,and it was climbing the tree
A short,bald looking tree
And the squirell was climbing it!:)
Adelia says she say a yellow bird sitting on her windowsill
This reminds me of the song Green Finch and Linnet Bird,Nightingale,Blackbird

And..
I fell down while walking home:(
And since I fell down on gravel,there's a scar
And my left knee hurts:(
I'm sick,have pity on me!!!
Nevermind:)

I planned to sleep now
Since I did'nt get a wink of sleep last night
Staring at the ceiling
Doing nothing
And I havent seen the entity (spider) for a few days now
I wonder where it went
Probably building webs somewhere else in the house:)

I should play text twirl again:)
It's a nice game:)
:)

Saturday, May 3, 2008

I have'nt blogged for a long time
Maybe it's because whenever I blog during exam periods my posts will always be superlativly gloomy
But my
dad told me to take a break for a while,so i'm here:)
I admit,Simple Plan is alright
On rare occasions:)
But they're quite good:)


My dad says that we should go for holiday in Africa
He's been there before
And says it's a very nice place
But it's quite expensive,so i'll have to wait I guess:)


And and and! Do you know a bird came and sat on my windowsill!!!
And the computer is right beside it so i just looked at the bird,and it looked at me
and then I gave it bread:)
I put it as near as I dared,and it took the bread and flew away:)
I am going to name it Lust. T Castle:)


I'm watching the making of the video mOBSCENE from the Lest We Forget album
Marilyn Manson is so funny:)
"The Storyboard...I'm Bored With Your F*cking Story!"
"Behold! F*cking Sit Down Or I'll Kick You"

Exam papers were alright
But I hope I got enough points in,I just wrote anything and everything I could think of:)
And history is tomorrow,and maths the day after:)
No,not a proper place for said smiley
I don't like maths,and history is only nice when they take away the formats and all those things
All those things,could'nt I find a more intellectual noun
I could use the word 'entity' or even 'object'


So,my room is covered with entities
And my hall has entities floating around
And an entity just sat on my windowsill
And there are objects building webs in my ceiling
No i'm not making any sense at all

:)
Oh yes,the mOBSCENE video:)