Saturday, January 31, 2009

Siti's blog post on our going-out was so funny
Credits to her:D
LOVE YOU SITI:)


So yesterday was spent rather fruitfully with Nishan. Heeeh xD She said I blogged too little, so I shall blog more for her. See, I rule and rock that way, egohead. :D

Okay, I finished my maths. Wheee. First time I ever did my Maths homework without stopping. -beams- Then Nishan gave me pointers for singing. Auditions are on Wednesday. D: Ohman, I think for this year, I'll only go CrezAwards if I get chosen. I mean, there's pementasan the next day, I shouldn't waste my enegy now would I? Haha, and Nishan thought I had a deprived childhood cause I kept playing with the roller kinda slide. OMG damn fun ah! And no I did not have a deprived childhood. I used to have a lot of fun when I was a child, climbing all over the place, getting injured, playing with Barbie dolls and dressing up. All those stuff four year olds do. And yes, conquering the three wheeler bike. Ah, those days :D

Haha, and we talked about how homos are actually nice people. I mean, look at Chris Crocker and Jeffree Star. Especially Jeffree Star, he's damn nice ah. And then she was talking about how self-centered people are actually nice people and her example was... herself. Wow. -.- But it's okay Nishan, I still love you :D

Oh and Nishan has managed to divide the guys at the gym into three sections. LOL LOL LOL. Ahem.
First: The guys who actually do work out and gain a lot of muscles. So now they are very very muscular. And they have like ultra broad shoulders.
Second: The (ugly) guys who don't work out and just go to the gyms to impress people. But eventually fail, cause they can't even lift a freaking weight. Yawn.
And third, get ready to squeal girls: The guys who go to the gym and do work out but just to tone their bodies. So they don't really have like muscular muscles nor are they really weak. They're just there. Ah. And most of the times, they're really good-looking or cute guys.

So Nishan was hyperventilating about this guy from the third section who totally made her flip. Lol, she damn farney ah. Oh oh ohhh, and I found out something freaky about this jr. LOL LOL. Hahah, I was practically like wthhh all the way.


His name was Timothy!
I think that's such a cute name
Timothy:D

Thursday, January 29, 2009

I did not see bobo today
Note DID NOT SEE
BLOODY DID NOT SEE
DID NOT SEE DID NOT SEE

Not because i'm blind, but because I was not anywhere within a 100 metre radius of her
So thus bobo cannot be that wierd girl

Shobini is in big trouble

Wednesday, January 28, 2009

It was really a beautiful weather
But it seems to be a horrible day
Anyways, Pogo did'nt come today:(
I just thought about Sec 1
All the wierd things I did, we all did
And now, i'm lucky I grew some brains
Even a little
But I miss those days
The Sec 1s now are so, cute

Anyways
I don't know what I even did
But I've been getting bad vibes
So i'll do what I always do
And avoid you
This does'nt mean I won't be good to you
I'll just not be bad, in which ever way

Tuesday, January 27, 2009

It's really sad how I just refuse to do Tamil homework
Even though I have Tamil tomorrow, and all i'm doing now is reading Oprah.com

I like Katy Perry's Ur So Gay music video

Sunday, January 25, 2009

I've been reading my past personal messages on msn, and they're all so wierd:)

1 day ago:Nobody Nobody but you

2 days ago : I agree with Sabrina:)

3 days ago : you're so indie rock, it's almost dark

5 days ago : http://tweedledeeand-tweedledum....

5 days ago : xinyi thinks im awesome :D

6 days ago: damn amath..


Jan. 8 : you slapped her, at walgreens

Dec. 31 : KEERTHANA IS MEANER THAN YOU

Dec. 12 : the one the lawyer met with on, strictly business

Dec. 12 : the one the lawyer met with on "strictly business"

Nov. 6 : You're welcome Asher

Nov. 4 : I'm doing maths, don't talk to me

Oct. 30 : ah, bill:]

Oct. 28 : what a beautiful weather, nice nice nice

Oct. 26 : KEERTHANA IS MEAN. HAPPY DEEPAVALI TO EVERYONE EXCEPT FOR HER

Oct. 26 : http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2... KEERTHANA IS MEAN

Oct. 21 : PLEASE BUY MUSICAL EVENING TICKETS FROM ME=D Post a note

Oct. 21 : I can't wait for you to shut me up Post a note

Oct. 19 : Buffy the vampire layer

Oct. 16 : *snap* *snap*

Oct. 16 : Selling musical evening tickets. I will love those that buy them

Oct. 8 : take my tears and that's not really all

Oct. 8 : so love, i don't think I mean a thing

Oct. 7 : nothing is going into my head for science, how hopeless

Oct. 5: I like the way that you taste, when you're all up in my face

Oct. 4 : you got my mind in the gutter

Oct. 3 : I confess, for I have sinned. I'm in love with the Merchant of Venice

Sept. 29 : th'art maddenned I fear, by the workings of the great sleep inducer...

Sept. 29 : giving away AWESOME dwarf hamsters Post a note

Sept. 28 :th'art maddenned I fear, by the workings of the great sleep inducer...

Sept. 26 : Why do the good die young? Grim: it's because I get confused

Sept. 25 : you make me wanna love, you make me wanna fall

Sept. 25 : never had there been a story of blood and death, like the story of Mister and Missus
Macbeth

Sept. 24 : 'cest for the love of the tamil paper

Sept. 23 : life's made fully of lies my dear; so lets's keep living it, just keep living it
1.) I have a severe fingernail fetish, where I feel wierd if I touch people's hands if they have dirty fingernails, which is sad.
2.) I stubbornly stick to what I think is right, unless someone gives me a very very good reason to not think so.
3.) I'm mildly obsessed with pandas, and Jack Skellington.
4.) I get affected by what people say really easily, and I get annoyed by people really easily.
5.) I like watching burlesque dancers. It's not some sick obsession, I just find burlesque really artistic.
6.) I eat at Subway really really messily:(
7.) I collect, and read children's books:)
8.) When I do math, I get really pissed, and snap at anyone who annoys me. And then I get really guilty later.
9.) I was at 2007 My Chemical Romance concert:)
10.) I love Marilyn Manson in a very brotherly way which is surprising because we don't know each other.
11.) Sometimes I practice the keyboard till my fingers are red, and I still continue.
12.) I think the Indian accent is funny:)
13.) I have a special folder in my tablet PC, where I keep pictures of hot people.
14.) I think Angelina Jolie is an inspiration.
15.) I dream to become a Hollywood actress, and host my own talkshow like Oprah.
16.) Only a few people address me as Nishanthini, and many people don't know thats my real name because they only know me as Nishan. My parents, reletives, friends, and even teachers call me Nishan, and I prefer to be known that way.
17.) I secretly listen to, and like, the Jonas Brothers:)
18.) I don't like Singapore at all, and I want to do my post-secondary education in the US. Hopefully:)
19.) I collect every letter, or significant small anything, and keep it inside a cookie box. I have 2 full ones, and one almost full now, and they're about as big as a shoebox:) I read whatever's inside occasionally, and I still find the things we used to write to one another really funny.
20.) I think right now, everyone has very funny facebooks What are you doing now? messages:)

Friday, January 23, 2009

Bill Kaulitz fixed his nose:)
Geraldine says:
MY HAIRRR.

I hope you strangle yourself, with your H&M scarf says:
but you always mess up my hair D:

I hope you strangle yourself, with your H&M scarf says:
oh,oh who's MCMW

Geraldine says:
see my lj

Geraldine says:
me no likey you.

Geraldine says:
what english is this.

Geraldine says:
Rofl.

I hope you strangle yourself, with your H&M scarf says:
I is going to put this on my blog

Geraldine says:
Oh no. me no allow.

I hope you strangle yourself, with your H&M scarf says:
Me don't care

Geraldine says:
how can you no care. me cry later then you know ah.


Geraldine says:
i is very shy.


I hope you strangle yourself, with your H&M scarf says:
I no believe


Geraldine says:
Then too bad


Geraldine says:
nehnehnipoopoo


Geraldine is so mean towards me:(

Thursday, January 22, 2009

My finger was bleeding and I did'nt even realise it
Talking to Shobini today was very, enlightening

This was a stupid paragraph to put here
Anyways

Shobini is my very gay junior
Whom I sit next to during angklung
And she's really lame
She ate a warhead, and refused to have any expressions on her face
Which was very funny

And, Nicole is another beloved junior
Because after everyone's put back their angklungs
I'll drag her around the angklung rack, and screech at every little misplaced angklung
Even if it's only a little angled
And then she'll quarrel with me for a little while, untill she gives up and puts it back:D

And, I think this bunny Alec is so adorable



Just look at it, it's so cute
I like Pixar short films

Wednesday, January 21, 2009

I stole this from Fatehah's blog:)

JUNE: Thinks far with vision. Easily influenced by kindness.Polite and soft-spoken.Having ideas.Sensitive.Active mind. Hesitating, tends to delay.Choosy and always wants the best. Temperamental.Funny and humorous.Loves to joke.Good debating skills. Talkative. Daydreamer. Friendly.Knows how to make friends. Able to show character. Easily hurt. Prone to getting colds. Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt. Brand conscious. Executive. Stubborn.

And surprisingly, this is what everyone says I am:)

Tuesday, January 20, 2009

Everyone's singing Nobody by Wonder Girls
So I'm singing it too, and I like it
I like whataboutadam's version the best



Anyway, a really big Thank You and I Love You
To those who stayed back and helped
Pearlyn, don't get stressed alright:)
You're awesome
And you did awesome, I thought your ideas were wierd, but in the end they worked really well:)
And you're an awesome singer, see you at Crezawards
And see you at Crezawards Siti, I swear us, And Pearlyn and Niveetha will take over it

The beloved chairperson just sent me a text message:)
Niveetha was so caught up in her decorations I had to push her out of the door to go for her guitar lesson
Haha, she spells chinese words funny
Now she says she'll kick me tomorrow
Not if I kick her first:)

And Sabrina is the best
She's awesome to sit beside
She taught me everything for Emath, without me even asking
And she always has food to give me:)
And then she did alot for class decoration
Seriously, 3S2b is going to win


The presentation today was fine
I did'nt choke in front of the whole school or anything
psst. ahem was there
How cute:)
Oh, and mass run today with Emmy
I owe that woman my sanity, or my insanity
I don't know which
I love her anyway

Oh and Geraldine Lim Wan Yu, you still owe me a date:)

And, I've decided to join CREZMUN:D

Sunday, January 18, 2009

I swear I couldn't even get out of bed today morning
Dad touched my head and I was having a fever so he told me I shouldn't go to school today
And the whole back of my throat was sore
So I did'nt
So I slept until 9, and then mother made me this very bitter chinese tea
And it was really bitter, but helped alot
And the cold shower did too

But I really wanted to go to school
And for Angklung:(
Instead of sitting here doing nothing
I only watched Rachael Ray, and CSI

It's Social Studies now according the to timetable
And no one's online on Heucampus

Yes, i'm nerdy enough to check that

I WANT TO LEARN D:

Friday, January 16, 2009

I love 3S2b, really
<3

Wednesday, January 14, 2009

I think i've been really miserable the past few days
Even Ms Vicky asked me during english lesson if I was alright, twice

And, I really don't like it when people ask me straight if I like girls
What do you expect me to say?
I don't know how to answer you, so I won't
I'm eyecandying a junior
I know she's ugly, but she's pretty to me

Tuesday, January 13, 2009

Firstly, I think the school is filled with hypocrites
On one hand, to you they did badly
And on the other hand, you sing praises to the whole school
Honestly, I don't care how they did
They did well to me

And I'm using my mother's laptop
Which is very slow, and very bright
I'm presenting during next weeks assembly
I'm not nervous, i'm just wondering how I will do
Because i've wanted to do something like this for a long time

And if I say anything worse
This post will become an angry one
I guess it will be, because I'm sick and tired of people looking at me as though I did something to their mothers

And the worst thing is, I don't even know them
Maybe I look stuck up and and stupid
Or they just don't like me, I have no idea
But if you're going to look at me like that,
Don't expect me to speak to you nicely, ever
So that's all I wanted to say

Friday, January 9, 2009

Taken from Perezhilton.com
The Dirty Secrets Behind Barbie and Ken



The creators of the famous Mattel dolls had some sexy secrets to keep!

According the new book Toy Monster: The Big, Bad World of Mattel, Jack Ryan, the designer who made Barbie popular was a "full-blown seventies-style swinger" with "a manic need for sexual gratification." Back in the day, Ryan would host several orgies at his Bel-Air mansion.

He was also married a few times, once to Zsa Zsa Gabor, and was described as surrounding himself with "busty Barbie clones."

He also dated Gwen Florea, who was the "voice of Barbie" in a line of talking Barbie dolls. In the book she says, "He once said to me he loved me being tall so he could stick his nose in my boobs when he hugged me."

A friend of Jack Ryan was quoted in the book saying, "When Jack talked about creating Barbie . . . it was like listening to somebody talk about a sexual episode, almost like listening to a sexual pervert . . ." Ryan apparently would even take "calls at Mattel from a madam" and would often hook up with one "very thin and child-like" hooker.

The dolls were named after the children of the Mattel founders, which was an honor that plagued Ken, who "grew up embarrassed and humiliated by having an anatomically incorrect boy doll named after him . . . [with] no hint of genitalia." Ken was also a closeted gay, who was married with three kids, and later died in 1994 after suffering from AIDS.

Inneresting stuff!!!

I still like Barbie I do
I've got this unhealthy obsession with dolls
But this is very disturbing to me

Jeffree Star is performing for Warped Tour 09'
He better come down for Singfest
I'll keep a lookout for bright pink hair
The So Fierce acoustic is hot
I started crying as soon as I got into the house
And it was alright, because no one was home
I had this wierd feeling after the campfire
It's as if I won't see anyone again, and things will never be the same
But I love this place so much
And I know i've got two more years in it


And I can always come back and visit
But it won't be the same
And I guess i'm just talking absolute nonsense now
But I can't get my thoughts straight
I hate change
I hate it when things change
And I hate it when people change


I do wear makeup, yes
Ane I do think i'm ugly when it comes off
Which is why I never let anyone see me at home
And once I get my hair extensions

I'll finally completely and utterly fake
I like the thought of a completely fake person

Wednesday, January 7, 2009

I don't know why people like gay pineapple tarts so much
And they taste like shit
And when you open the box you automatically feel like throwing up

Saturday, January 3, 2009

I've finally learnt the french accent
Niveetha is the wierdest person on earth
And i just happen to be stuck with her for two more years

Index numbers next to one another
But I don't mind, Niveetha never gets boring


And then she does'nt believe a certain someone wears fake eyelashes
And she says she does'nt like fake
But I'm conpletely fake, my hair, my teeth
I even changed my skin colour
I used to be very dark, then I bleached my skin
And used whitening masks:)
So it's not that bad now
I think




I hung up the phone tonight
Something happened for the first time deep inside
It was a rush, what a rush

Cause the possibility
That you would ever feel the same way about me
It's just too much, just too much

Why do I keep running from the truth?
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized
And I've just got to know

Do you ever think when you're all alone
All that we can be, where this thing can go
Am I crazy or falling in love?
Is it real or just another crush?
Do you catch a breath when I look at you?
Are you holding back like the way I do?
Cause I try and try to walk away
But I know this crush ain't goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy

Has it ever cross your mind
When we're hanging, spending time girl, are we just friends?
Is there more, is there more?

See it's a chance we've gotta take
Cause I believe that we can make this into something that will last
Last forever, forever

Do you ever think when you're all alone
All that we can be, where this thing can go
Am I crazy or falling in love?
Is it real or just another crush?
Do you catch a breath when I look at you?
Are you holding back like the way I do?
Cause I try and try to walk away
But I know this crush ain't goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy

Why do I keep running from the truth?
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized
And I just got to know

Do you ever think when you're all alone
All that we can be, where this thing can go
Am I crazy or falling in love?
Is it real or just another crush?
Do you catch a breath when I look at you?
Are you holding back like the way I do?
Cause I try and try to walk away
But I know this crush ain't goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
This crush ain't goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy
Goin' away-ay-ay-ay-ayy

Thursday, January 1, 2009

I think Taylor Swift fans are adorable, really
I might not like Taylor Swift, but I like her fans:)
One girl, i'm guessing it was a girl. Sent me this message to reply to something I said about the Burning Up video

She said:

hw do u kno it is..?
im not being mean
I JUST REALLY WANA KNOW
LOL

So then I said:

Well she appeared in the rest of the video as well:)
And it really looks like her


And then she said:

i dont really care because he hurt her really bad and he is scummmmm...WAIT NO...lower then that

are u a fan?

And then I said:

Well, im not a fan of either one of them actually. I just looked at the video to see what all the fuss was about:)

You must be talking about the phonecall thing. It was decent of Joe to come clean than to pretend to love her. Or he would be cheating her feelings that way. Although, ot was'nt decent of Joe to end it via a phonecall, I'm guessing it was all he could do.

I heard he was dating Camille Belle. But i'm betting it won't last long. Those guys change girlfriends like girls change clothes.



She has'nt replied
Maybe i'll see what she said and if it seems cute i'll put it down here
I'm guessing she's 10 or 11.
Or possibly 9, or 8
Maybe younger or older
I won't be surprised to see a 6 year old on youtube