Sunday, May 31, 2009

Like a true nature's child
We were born, born to be wild

This is so cute
http://perezhilton.com/2009-05-30-lambert-mocking-the-gay-issue-again
Adamgasm-
The peak of one's sexual excitation cause
d by anything that involves Adam Lambert and his ultra sexiness











Saturday, May 30, 2009

WAYS TO ANNOY EDWARD CULLEN

1. Key "Edward Cullen 4 Jacob Black 4 ever" on the side of his volvo.

2. Ask him why he looks blue

3. Buy him some fake tan for christmas.

4. Buy him a puppy and name it Jacob

5. Tell him Bella would like him even more if he dressed up as Jacob

6. Sign him up for a blood drive.

7. Ask him what he does as night

8. When he doesn't answer tell him you saw him sneaking off to Bella's place

9. Ask him what it's like flying around with Dracula

10. Tell him that you're going to tell everyone he's a vampire

11. Cry when he shouts and say you were only joking

12. When he makes you promise not to tell, say you'll write it in blood

13. Ask him if he thinks Cedric Diggory is hot

14. Paint his room pink

15. Send him a love not and sign it "From Jacob"

WAYS TO ANNOY BILL KAULITZ

1. Accidentally call him a girl in public.

2. Give away the ending to any movie he may be watching

3. Make fun of his dancing

4. Tell him he looks like Michael Jackson

5. Tell him Tom is so much more cuter than him

6. Splash him with water and Scream "THE POWER OF CHRIST COMPELS YOU"

7. Steal all his eyeliner

8. Touch his hair

9. Sing Dude looks like a lady loudly at 2.47 am sharp every day

10. Write the surprise ending to any novel he might be reading on it's first page

And, quoted from Ratna's blog

"Hahah okay wow, anyone not turned on by him is seriously nuts. (And with issues, as quoted from Nishan, hahah)"
How can anybody not be turned on by Adam

Friday, May 29, 2009



Debating with Zehra is nice
She asked me today of what I thought of a person she knew, who does her makeup so well people think she's gorgeous, but looks really fake
Her view of too much makeup, or makeup looking fake being bad is fine

But, I think makeup should not be looked at as a "procedure" or, a "routine" that you do before you leave the house
Makeup, is an art
And it should be looked at as an art
The face, is the canvas
And the makeup, is the medium

I mean, look at Visual Kei
Every look is unique, beautiful, and it's own
New looks are coming up, and this part of the subculture is full of innovation
And it's an expression of the wearer's feelings and persona
You just have to approach it with an open mind

Being fake is as wrong as being natural is, it's perfectly fine
Being fake, is like hiding a secret from the world, in this case the secret of how you really look like
And, anybody can be fake
I can put on foot-long hair extensions to the sides of your face, and give you a foundation colour five shades away from your skin tone and you'll look fake

But to look fake, and look good at the same time, it takes skill
Someone who has on rhinestones all over his or her face can be much better looking than someone who has brown hair and brown eyes
Even doing your makeup in such a way that it makes you look natural is a skill
A foundation line, or lipliner that is too obvious can completely break the look, and it takes skill to not make any mistakes
It takes discipline and hours of practice to perfect a look
And it takes more time to develop it into a way that makes it your own

For those who want to be natural, you can go ahead
Even if it means missing the chance to look better
There's nothing wrong with it at all
But know that those who can change the looks and change the faces they were born with are going to look infinitely more unique and unnaturally artistic than just a pretty face

That's all I thought about makeup
And, i'll still wear fake eyelashes, colour my hair, and shave off my eyebrows so I can draw them in
And, just because a guy wears makeup does not mean he is gay
In fact, guys who wear makeup are hot
Straight guys, and gay guys, and straight girls and lesbians and bisexuals and asexuals and zoophiles and pedophiles all wear makeup-.-

Thursday, May 28, 2009



Congratulations Gerard and Lynz
They have a baby girl:)
Bandit Lee Way, what a cool name

And I want to say thank you to Stacy for the early birthday present
I love the penguin, and the Jack Skellington wallet
Thank you, and I LOVE YOU:)

"If Adam was homework, I would do him"
I love his voice, its so...
Effortless
If I could sing like that I would fall in love with myself
How can the people in that room even bear to talk among themselves when someone so talanted is up there on stage



Many people like Adam Lambert better
Adam is a better singer, and performer, is better when it comes to talking to reporters, is such a sweet guy, and is much, much cuter than Kris
I (and Ratna and Si Hui) would rather be Glamberts than Krisalleners anyday
I won't be a fan of Kris even if you paid me >:(
Whatever, Adam is going to be so much more famous and loved

And, Tokio Hotel condoms:)

Wednesday, May 27, 2009





Adam makes every song sound good

And for those who were wondering what happened to me
I only decided not to go to school today:)

Tuesday, May 26, 2009

He's born to be wild



Adam looks so cute with sunglasses
I want to hug him so badly:(
That red vest is so adorable
, he's so perfect
Amath today was spent talking about french porn stars and gay singers
And, about the lesson itself, I actually understood everything
And i've done my homework:)

Lately, i've been listening to a lot of Adam Lambert
Not surprised at all because he's such a good singer
But, punk covers of pop songs are even better than the originals
I swear






And, somebody please drag me away from K-pop
Sabrina didn't come today:(

Monday, May 25, 2009

Sat beside Ratna for the most of today's lessons
Hyperventilated during recess and lunch with her
Adam is so gorgeous
"I like ice cream"
He's so good looking

And this performance
It's so good
The live performance is, I think his best
And no one can beat his best
His voice is, omg

Danny Gokey's scream was horrible



Niveetha is such a nerd
But she's funny
So she's a funny nerd:)
Library with her, Hang, and Pearlyn
I can't remember anything about what we talked about, but we talked

I swear, everyone is starting to look like Adam




Sunday, May 24, 2009

Today Si Hui, Ratna and me dominated Si Hui's facebook wall with posts about how Adam Lambert is sexy as hell
But apart from that
The Playback Theatre workshop was nice as usual
Did Emotions 3 in 1 and Fluid Sculptures for playback today
I've been looking forward to it for a long time so it was nice

Anyway, I have to talk about art
Drawing tissue didn't go so well, nevermind
Mr Yip was talking with us, and he told us many things about the art industry
He says it's ruthless, and I guess it's good it is
Or everyone could do it
One day you're in, and the next day, you're out

Art's getting tougher, but i've learnt to suck it up and make it work
It does'nt mean i'm not enjoying it though
Art is lovely, and I enjoy it most of the time
We cleared up the storeroom on Friday
No cockroaches, but we found lots of cool stuff
Including this scarecrow, that was, scary

I have Monday blues
I found someone who fit the meaning of Pokerface so well
I was so shocked I could be that disgusted
With pictures that look up your nose
And your posts are so gross
I could just die
Of it, or, die because of it



Kris Allen does not deserve a hug from him:(
>:( Retard
Adam is so sweet to give him a hug
If I hugged Adam, I would melt in his arms

Saturday, May 23, 2009



Still loving Adam Lambert
How could anyone not love him
He's so perfect, and so cute
When his album comes out, i'm definately buying it
And if he comes to Singapore, i'll be in the first row
AND HE LIKES BILL KAULITZ





He will have a huge huge career
He's so talanted:D
"Is that all you're wearing" LOL
His laugh is so adorable
Adam would make a good Edward Cullen
BITE ME ADAM!!

Yes, hyperventilating with Ratna again

I love love says:

I still like Bill Kaulitz a tiny bit better though....

Ratna says:

why?!
O:

I love love says:

because bill is german!

Ratna says:

-.-

Friday, May 22, 2009

Super Junior overload
ALL BECAUSE OF SABRINA D:



Thursday, May 21, 2009




At exactly 9 am today, we found out that Adam Lambert lost

But, Adam will always be my American Idol
And Ratna's too, that's the only thing we agree on
We spent one whole hour screaming our heads off at his pictures
And I helped her add Adam as a friend on facebook:D

Kris Allen is such a failure
EPIC FAIL

I personally believe that he voted for himself
5 million times:(
Adam is hot, and he can sing, and he's so sweet, and he's perfect
I feel like suing the judges
>:(

And, Amath must not exist D:
As soon as we started on a new chapter,

Amath teacher: The modulus of 5 is 5.
Nishan: ...
Amath teacher: The modulus of minus 5 is also 5
Nishan: *blanks* I don't get it

















If he looks this good in pictures, imagine how he'll be in real life

Wednesday, May 20, 2009



All our dreams can come true - if we have the courage to pursue them.
Walt Disney

Tuesday, May 19, 2009



YESYESYES
THE NEW MOON OFFICIAL POSTER



:D 20th November
What Country Suits Your Lifestyle?
France
France
You love luxury. You enjoy taking things easy, and want to be surrounded in beauty. With fine dining, art, and fashion, you'll never run out of it here. While some might be put off by the French's aloofness, you enjoy the independence and not having to put yourself out there more than you want to. C'est la vie!

Take the quiz!
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Which Music Era Should You Have Lived In?
The 60s
The 60s
When you have something to say, there's no holding your back. You're not afraid to speak up for what you believe in, or protest about a cause. That's why the '60s were the perfect decade for you with such music pioneers as Bob Dylan, The Beatles and Jimi Hendrix. You're not only innovative, but you're completely your own person--and not afraid to say so.

Take the quiz!
myYearbook.com


What Kind Of Traveler Are You?
Road Tripper
Road Tripper
You're a take charge kind of person. While that doesn't mean that you want to be in control of every minute detail in your life, it does mean that you don't want to be fixed into someone else's plan. The open road calls you because to you it says freedom. You're spontaneous and open-minded. You're the one most likely to take the back road when given the option of exploring new terrain or following the same path everyone's taken before you.

Take the quiz!
myYearbook.com


If I really refuse to be patriotic to Singapore
And 14 years of National Days and NE lessons have not made me even a little patriotic
Then nothing will
And i'll always hate this place
I don't care.

Monday, May 18, 2009



I am very pessimistic
But today was really really horrible
Once again, I failed Amath and Emath
Of course, topping the class for Literature and English was nice
But Amath and Emath really bothered me

I guess after getting my Amath paper,
I turned my back on Mrs Tan because I couldn't bear to look at her
She's been so nice, and so helpful
And I just keep failing

And for Emath
85.5% distinctions for the Mid-Years and I and fail
I cried then, so I'm not crying anymore
Not that I don't want to
But other than that, i'm okay

I have to look forward to the Parent Teacher Meeting Session because my L1R5 exceeded the maximum
I don't really care
I don't want to be some really really good student
I just want to pass
And I did, for the rest of the subjects, so i'm happy

And you, i'm so disappointed in you
You should know by now that this is something I live for
And I really love
How dare you tell me it's of no use and I should stop it
You only came once, you don't know how it feels

To finish helping out for a show
Or to end a small play
It's so cool, and I love it
And I love the people who give me the chance to do so
I don't want to think of the chances I won't make it, because I will

I'll give up anything in the world, if I would be able to do this
Maybe I would try out for a Broadway show when i'm older
Or find some small part in a movie I don't know
I want to just be a part of this industry (like Ryan Seacrest)
Acting is something i'll just try out, and not what I really want to do
But i'll look back when i'm 50 and think about how much I loved it, and that's all I need

Apparently some people think he's cute
And I agree that he is
A bit, only a bit

Sunday, May 17, 2009

One day, you'll see me hosting a Rock Show on MTV, trust me
And then i'll get to interview Marilyn Manson and Tokio Hotel
I watched the whole of season 4 of Project Runway on youtube today
And up till episode 5 of season 5
Season 5 has really wierd challenges
Like car parts and drag queens

While I was gone, my bed has been hosting a bunch of ticks
And the ticks have been attacking Nuggets
So what to do, the bed is gone
And I'll be sleeping on a mattress on the floor
Untill we move to the new condo next month then i'll have a new bed
But I want a new piano instead
Whatever, i'll rather buy a piano than buy a bed

Dad is telling me a lot of his OBS stories
He calls the Peak of Pulau Ubin the Echo Mountain
He says they did'nt use to sleep in tents and had to sleep on the ground instead
I thank god for the tent now
The ugly, bug filled tent
OBS has grown on me, alot:(
I really really don't want to go to school tomorrow

Saturday, May 16, 2009



He's awesome:)
You have to love him

Peru Bans Gay Cops

"In Peru, Interior Minister Mercedes Cabanillas has banned gays from the police force.

The new law states that anyone who has sexual relations with someone of the same gender will be indefinitely suspended from the police force.

But the law doesn't stop there!

The same goes for people who cheat on their spouses, and people who organize and participate in strikes or protests.

So basically, if you're a cop in Peru, you've given up a lot of your basic rights…even as you're supposed to be protecting the rights of others.

When can we finally evolve and learn to see people as…well, people."

Homophobia is Gay

Friday, May 15, 2009



I'm back, and
What a beautiful weather, nice nice nice.
It's raining
And OBS, was really a blessing in disguise

But before that, Anne just told me she's going to be on Living Room on FM93.8 on Monday
And she's going to share about playback theatre
I haven't done playback for a long time
And next Sunday cannot come quick enough:(
Anyways, she'll be on from 11am to 12pm

And, I remember me complaining
So many times, saying I did not want to go for OBS
And I would have paid anything to not go
But now, I really really want to stay there longer
It's so much love and happiness:(

I will miss Eng Soon
And the hot sun
The stupid mosquitoes and sandflies
Pitching tents in the sand
Sleeping in the same tent as Alyssa, Niveetha and Sarah
Getting hugged by Niveetha while sleeping
Sara's funny jokes
Arguing with Ratna everytime I see her
Bullying Priya
Kiah
Cooking outside
Wondering what funny thing I did that made Karyee laugh
And the jungle, and the stars, and the kayaking ( Kaya King), and the running around all day

But,
I climbed a bit of the Indiana, then got scared
Kayaked three quarters around Pulau Ubin
Trekked eight kilometres from Camp 1 to Camp 2
And cold noodles right from the stove
Drank soup by letting Yi Qing pour it into my mouth straight from the pot
Pitched a tent in the dark
Showered with cold water
Got bitten by mosquitoes
Jumped from a plank into the sea
Didn't shower
Changed behind a tree in the open
You cannot call me a sissy anymore >: (

I brought back a ball of cotton twine
Sindie gave it to me because I wanted to play with the cats down my block
But of course I won't do that
And Nuggets is playing with it instead
I didn't trust sister to take care of him properly so I powdered him
So now he's white:)

Something unpredictable
In the end it's right
I hope you had the time of your life

I really did
And it's true, there's something about OBS that stays with you for life

But now, The Hunchback of Notre Dame:)

Sunday, May 10, 2009

Just done talking with Zara
She's been to OBS before, so talking with her was funny
Zara's crazy by the way
But, we didn't just talk about OBS
In fact we spent one whole hour talking nonsense

I do not look forward to OBS:(
Whatever, I'm only going so I can get the shirt
Oh and Zara, don't feel guilty about it okay
It's a funny story
But I cannot tell it, because that would be so mean
But, it's funny

The only thing I look forward to is the Sand and Sea
Not the sun
I don't want to get darker:(
That's why I need SPF 130
But I got SPF 50 instead:(
I need SPF 45, just to stay alive

THIS IS HOPELESS
Maybe I'll lose weight
I wonder if I've brought everything
If I get sun burnt, I will die

I WILL BE AWAY FROM MARILYN MANSON, AND TOKIO HOTEL, AND PANIC AT THE DISCO, AND CINEMA BIZARRE, AND MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE, AND DISNEY, AND TWILIGHT, AND PEREZ HILTON, AND PANIK, AND MOVIES,AND MUSIC, AND THE INTERNET
D:

Saturday, May 9, 2009



Allison is out:(
But Adam is in, and I hope he wins
Anyways,
Tokio Hotel designed a new shirt for H&M to support the "Fashion Against Aids" campaign
And its so pretty:(



It says Rock Hard Fuck Safe
And I want it badly
D:

Why doesn't Singapore sell anything good

The Womanizer cover by the All American Rejects is hilarious

Friday, May 8, 2009

I started and finished reading New Moon today
It's such a touching book
I did not cry, but after reading it I feel touched
And Jacob's character is so cute:D
I'm not touched because Jacob's character was cute, mostly, but because, the story is so sad
And, Bella and Edward not being together is so depressing

Apart from that, i'm happy:)
Mid-years are done and finished and over, I don't think I can pass everthing
And if I don't, I'll have to limit buds to twice a month
Which is very sad but, I don't want to force myself to pass everything really
That's so gay, Emath was so gay
I left 30 marks worth of questions blank, but I don't care

I think i'm almost in love with somebody I don't know at all
He is real of course, he is a person, with friends, and who does normal things that people do, and I have friends who are friends with him
And, I have never met him, and he is not a celebrity, and he's a normal person
But he is really, hands down, gorgeous
Hot damn, I am so screwed:(

Thursday, May 7, 2009

"If that bitch dropped shit on my head I would sue her"

Wednesday, May 6, 2009



Truth be told, I miss you
And truth be told, I'M LYING
>:[

Monday, May 4, 2009

-If you see this survey you must do it.
-For each question, you can pick any member(s) of any band [or any musician], unless stated otherwise.(includes dirty)
-Do not answer the same person for every quesion. vary your answers.
-You can choose to explain your answer. you don't have to, but it could be fun.

1. every single human being just dropped off the face of the earth. you are left with pete wentz, bden urie, and ryan ross. who do you repopulate with?
Brendon, duhhh:(

2. you and every person who ever sang or played an instrument are on the titanic and you got lucky and are sitting in a lifeboat. you can fit one more person, but youll have to spend a year with them on a deserted island before you make it home. who do you choose?
Bill Kaulitz:)

3. you find every sex tape you can imagine. it can be gay or straight, and you get to choose the coupling. (both people do not have to be in bands, only one.) whose sex tape do you expose? [no pete wentz, please, try and pick something original.]
STRIFY AND YU:D

4. pick someone to go bald. [not britney spears.]
Jamie Lynn Spears

5. you are doing a photoshoot. the person you choose is wearing a speedo and. posing with beyonce on the hood of a car. who do you pick?

Robert Pattinson

6. if you could spend one night in a hotel with anyone, who would it be? [intercourse is not a must.]
Marilyn Manson, we'll paint the place black

7. who would you go on tour with? you get to choose four people. they dont all have to be in the same band, you can make up your own band, it doesnt matter. [one person has to be a girl.]
Marilyn Manson, Bill Kaulitz, Lady Gaga, Jeffree Star

8. make a football team. any four people.
The Jonas Brothers and, Chris Crocker


Bill's new hair:(



It's nice and all, but I really really want the mane back

D: This is the worst day of my life
And, I screwed amath hopelessly
And, I got wet in the rain today, it was nice
Fatehah and Sabrina were even wetter than me, LOL

But now i've got very wet shoes
I got to take the exam without shoes on:)
Thank god I have more pairs
So I won't be shoeless for bio and history tomorrow

Sunday, May 3, 2009

I dreamt about the same person
And had nightmares for 3 days in a row
I don't really mind, because nightmares are nice

But, god. He was hot.
I don't know who he is though
But, just what I needed to make me feel really insignificant:(

I want to lock myself in a room, a cold, dark room
Which is probably what i'm doing right now
I never open the curtains in my room, so it's always dark
And the air-conditioning is always on

Now I want a coffin, and a pet bat

Jacob died the other day:(
I feel so horrible
I mean, he's lived a long and happy life
And he died in his sleep
But, I feel so bad
Jacob is a really nice name

I haven't gone out once this long weekend D:
Not once, except for Buds
When the mid-years are over
And, after i'm done with OBS
Which I am really scared for
I will live

Friday, May 1, 2009

I must watch



And



:(