I AM PISSED
again...
I ONLY WISH SOME PEOPLE WOULD USE THEIR BRAINS AND LOOK AT WHAT IS REALLY GOING ON

FORGET IT,I SAID TOO MUCH ALREADY

I want to dye my hair albino white
I want to keep a pet black salamander
I want to be an artist who can't draw
I want to be a singer who can't sing
I want to be an actress who can't act

want want want want want want

I need to be in a diffrent world
Where technology is nonexistent
I need to stop blogging
I need to start blogigng
I need to Turn on,Tune in,Drop out

I want a billion dolalrs
I want to be alone
I want to keep a pet salamander
I can't wait for when I have white hair
I want to share my room with spiders and snakes

Crying is good
Crying is good
Crying is good
Crying is good
Crying is good
Crying is good
Crying is good
I want my blog psot to rainbow-fy itself

I want to meet a banshee
And a son of a banshee
And a blast-ended skank

I want to see what beautiful really looks like
i want to see what artistic really is
I want to see what good music sounds like

I want to hear quiet
I want to feel nothing
I want to see dark matter
I want her to stop talking
I want HER to start talking

I want to know everything
I want to want
I want to stop wanting
I want to stop talking
So Long, and Goodnight

Cadaver - Decomposed Metal Skin


Decomposed metal skin
Decomposed metal skin
Do you know that you are dead?
Scream you fuck
Who is now your king?
Do you know where you belong?

Septic fumes of putrefaction
Massacre
Unholy war
Horded of flesh are to be wasted
Bloodstained sand
Death and gore

Raining flames are falling down
Lightning strikes
Paranoid
Hide behind the metal shields
Live to die for the humanoids
You are dead
Decomposed metal skin

Do you know that you are dead?
Scream you fuck
Who is now your king?
Do you know where you belong?

Come on!
Come on!
Come on!
Fists in the air!
I did slay the beast
The martyr is dead
Ea
Ea
Ea
Help carry him now to his maker
God – the enslaver of the frightened and weak

Jesus
Jesus
Jesus
Jesus is dead!
Jesus
Jesus
Jesus
Jesus is dead!
Jesus
Jesus
Jesus
Jesus is dead!
Jesus
Jesus
Jesus
Jesus is dead!

Raining flames are falling down
Lightning strikes
Paranoid
Hide behind the metal shields
Live to die for the humanoids
You are dead
Decomposed metal skin

I was watching the best Fight Scenes from Matrix:Reloaded
Well, I listened to the soundtrack, Marilyn Manson's This is the New Shit
So I thought I would upload this video,since I think it is nice:)
Ezert did a good job on it,a really good one
So here it is:)

Marilyn Manson - This is the New Shit (Matrix Reloaded Edit)

I'm Sick and Tired of this
Because I feel as tough there's too many people around me
And I have to smile at every single one of them
I'm surrounded by people now and i hate it

Because it means I don't have space
SHE is getting on my nerves
And SHE is getting on my nerves
And SHE is getting on my nerves
And SHE is getting on my nerves
And SHE is getting on my nerves
And HE is getting on my nerves
And SHE has got on my nerves a long time ago, and still is

What's the use of praying of you don't get an answer
I hate people who don't answer
God does'nt answer, but god's not here
And I hate it when they want answers

I hate people who think they're the greatest
Because they are in fact, the lowest

I hate people who think they're freakingly awesomely cool
Because they're only awesome assholes
It's bloody hell not funny, because it's annoying
And just because I don't get forehead wrikles does not mean i'm not stressed
School has not improved since the holidays

My grandmother told me that you can wake a sleeping man,but you can't wake a man who is pretending to sleep
I think this is the same
You can tell an idiot that she is an idiot and make her change, but you cannot tell someone who is pretending to be an idiot and make her change

I hate some people

More Thank Yous:)

Xin Yi for the Eeyore, he's my new baby brother:)
There is not a picture yet, but there will be once my phone is charged:)

And Grandfather gave me $5o
Since I know first hand how hard he would work to earn that, and I really need it
He works in an antique shop:)
I really really apreciate it:) Thank you very much Grandpa

And Hanisah gave me a hug today
And a Happy Belated Birthday
Thank you very very much Hanisah:)
You are an incredibly good person:)

Yours Truly has just become a 14 year old:)
But my mental age is still the same:D
I took a test,and I'm still a preteen
Which mean that I'm actually 10 years old in my head:)

I was up until 1 am last night
Then I went on facebook awhile
The facebook administrators had wished me Happy Birthday too,how nice:)
And then earlier today I went to King Albert's Park McDonald's with Adelia and Siti
My mother had given me $20,and my dad gave me $10:)
My grandparents also called and wished me,and my grandmother had done prayers for me at a temple:)

Adelia ordered the McSpicy meal,while Siti and I both ordered Happy Meals
See,I was right about my mental age:)
Siti had A Cheeseburger,with Apple Dippers and Milo
And I had a Grilled Chicken Burger with Corn and Milo:)
And and and I got the Kungfu Panda toy! :D
Siti gave me hers for a birthday gift,so now I have two identical ones:)



There is a speaker at the back so they say HAIIYA
:)

Adelia got me a very nice gift:) thank you very much!
It was an Elephant keychain and a cup
In a very pretty box:)
This is the box..

And this is the inside of the box...

And this is the Elephant keychain and Cup outside the box...

And the papers inside:)

And she put in Mr Bean! :D :D :D

It's a very nice gift:)
Thank You Adelia!!

AND I LOVE GER VERY MUCH:)
Because she wrote about me in her personal message:D
Ger you owe me McDonald's meal!!
She is going to do something to me on Monday D:

Noooooooooooo
But she's going to side-smack me
But I learnt how to do the side smack so i will win
And Xin Yi didn't come today to King Albert's Park
So I shall give her a butt smack on Monday:)

On a sadder note,I have alot of homeworks left
I have,Tamil Composition
Tamil book Review
English Book Review
Hm,actually its complete-able:)
I WILL SURVIVE:) I am 14 now:)

:)

I Never Told You What I Do For A Living


This Is How I Disappear


It's Not A Fashion Statement It's a Fucking Deathwish


The Sharpest Lives


Thank You For The Venom

I feel indebted to the blog
So I shall post a blog post:)
I have much to speak about,since for the last two days I have been at the class chalet
Well,on the first day,we spent the first few hours talking
Since we needed someone above 18 to check in for us
Ger called me a HAIIYA Kungfu Panda:o

Thankfully Ger's friend friend was there
And then we could check in
The room was small,but I loved it:)
I would post a picture,its one of those pitures where you stand in front of the mirror and take a picture
So I will post it soon:)
If only blogger...upload..uploads slowly...yay

Well,then we decided we wanted to watch a movie
A horror movie
So we bought Ghost Train
It was scary,since we turned off all the lights
But haha,Dini and Adlina made it so funny

So my mother came at around 7
And I cut my birthday cake surrounded by friends,how nice:D
It was chocolate,and I think Adelia is right
Mothers can be naggy sometimes,but they are fine:)
Thank you for that lesson Adelie-err:)
So we ate cake,and subway for dinner:)

Then Adelia and Xin Yi and Dini and Adlina had to leave
So that was sad,and Alyssa,Ger,Me,Darshini,and Siti were left
Ger and Alyssa were intensly hardworking,so they carried their tablat down and worked on pbl
Then they made clay figures for Literature

Although there is a notice that all loud activity is supposed to cease at 11.30 pm
It seems that 11.30 pm is the time when all loud activity begins
Darshini and I took a walk through the resort at around 1 am,and we were people watching
There were those who were still barbecuing food,and those who were playing cards,and making campires,and people were just starting to get drunk,wow..
We stayed up outside,relaxing on a bench until 2.30 am,and fell asleep watching ghost train again

Alyssa and I were making up Japanese,Tokyo,Taiwan,and Taipei names for Michael Jackson
Since the ghost attacked young children (pedophile) and Michael Jackson shares his bed with them (pedophile)
So I slept unsoundly at 3+,and woke up at 8
I kept jerking awake

Well,it might be the aftermath of stargazing
I was staring at the moon
And I noticed that the moonlight,in the sky formed a peculiar shape around the clouds,it was a triangle
And the triangle is the symbol of death,which is why you should not walk under ladders
It saddened me a little,and I was quite low so I went back ot the chalet to pray alone for a while
Alyssa thought it was brave,since the rest were still unnerved by the horror movie
:(

And I scared Alyssa without trying
I was combing my hair in the toilet mirror
My hair was all down,and I was wearing fully black
So she screamed and thought i was a ghost
And then Siti said that my facial expression were freaky
D:

And Alyssa and Siti and I went to Escape Theme Park today
I loved the ride "rainbow"
We went allt he way up,then down
Siti liked the "Inverter",and so did I:)
It was the only ride in which I felt secure
Unlike the Viking,I was really scared of that one

And after the ride where we all went round and round
I felt so dizzy,and I threw up
Yes,I threw up D;
Alyssa was really kind,she helped me get the the restroom and get me tissue paper
Thank you very much Alyssa:)

So now I stink,of vomit and sweat and dirt
And I will go bathe
I could so some good from the new Dove shampoo:)
And I cannot wait for another class outing

This time...I wish more than 1/4 of the class will turn up
Only 10 people were there,and only 5 stayed overnight
I made friends with the tree,its really nice to me:)
D:

Greetings:)
I have not blogged for a day
That includes the awfully philosophical post about the end of days
I'm playing Runescape:)
Still with the character Twiggyway

I did more homework
Finished math,thank goodness
Anymore math and my head would explode
Keerthana was kind enough to tell me all the tamil homework we had
And well,its more than the rest of the subjects combined!
It's not fair,but when has Mr Muthi ever been fair to us?

Literature was easy,I have to get my mother to print out the Shakesphere quiz
And then I would be done
All the handouts of Macbeth I already an familier with
Having read the story many times
But I had to get the Shakesphere information from the internet

I cannot wait for the class chalet:)
And to see all of 2G1 again,I have not seen them for very long
And neither have I seen much of Crescent
I just sacrificed the fan so I could use the charger
See there is only one powerpoint in this room,and I am sweaty
Primadonna must not be sweaty! This is propaganda

Well,since I scream propaganda for virtually everything
You might think this is a small problem
But oh darn a drop of sweat just landed on my spectacles:(
Anyways,CSI New York is starting in a few minutes
I watch it everyday

I think that Lindsey and Danny should get together
When Lindsey left,she gave him a card,is'nt that touching:)
But then in a later episode,she declines to have a relationship
Since they are after all,work partners

But,I watched House today
Dr House is so,creative
I mean,who would have thought holding tribal council for a bunch of doctor hopefuls!
And,he also address them by things like "Daughter of an alchoholic" or "fat twin" or "number 13"
Mean,but it is comedy:)

4 minutes to CSI New York
Goodbye,earthlings:)
And the occasional Alien from across the universe who gains access to my blog from the noise generated by active radiowaves
May you live a good life,and have a fruitful retirement,also,never come looking for me
I don't like aliens very much
Indeed...D:

Do not mind me..

• Oil-Based Paint floats on water,because it's basis is oil. So the black paint that I see everyday in the cannal must be oil-based because it floats on water. They are more prominent in the side opposite out school,which means that the paint there is likely due to the constuction work on either side of that part of the canal. There are pipes under the soil that link the construction site to the canal,and the most obvious way to stop the canal's pollution is to close off these pipes. But then how is the construction site supposed to dump their waste efficiently and cost effectively?

Cyclone Nargis in Myanmar
And then the earthquake in china
And now a 7.2 magnitude earthquake has struck northern Japan
Well,this has happened in a space of less than a month
And so I'd like to review my takes about Armageddon once more

Well,I said that the world would end in 2012 did I not?
It was my view,since the Mayan calender stops at 2012
2012 was,and still remains the year the end will come
This is according to the Maya

Nostradamus only predicted that when the lines of the Celestial Equator, the line from the center of our galaxy to the edge of our galaxy, and our Equinox will align in a formation we call the Eight Spoked Wheel
Well,I will explain why this Eight Spoked Wheel is important
In the sky,there is a great cross
Look up,and point our eyes right at the center of our galaxy
From an astronomical point of view,this is where a Supermassive Black Hole is located

If you would like to know about the Supermassive Black Hole,I will speak of it
A black hole is a region so dense,it sucks up everything that comes to close,even light
It's formed when a star 8 times the size of our sun collapses and dies
A Supermassive Black Hole is formed almost the same way,except that the star that creates it is up to 100 times the size of our sun

This black hole in the center of our galaxy is what gives us our swirly shape
Now,imagine your sink
It is filled with water,and then you pull the plug
It creates a whirlpool shape
Perhaps this will help you understand our resident Supermassive Black Hole

Now,we all know our 12 constellations
Aries,Taurus,Gemini,Capricorn,Virgo,Libra,Pisces,Leo,Sagittarius,Aquarius,Scorpio and Cancer
Few know of a 13th Zodiac Sign,Ophiuchus-The Serpent Bearer
Now,if you drew a line from Sagittarius' arrowhead,to the end of Scorpio's tail,it will go right through the center of our galaxy
Ophiuchus is located right in the center of our galaxy,where the Supermassive Black Hole is located
This space,becomes very very important

The line from the center of our galaxy to the edge of our galaxy,meet the Celestial Equator to form a Divine Cross
Put together with the Equinox,it forms the eight spoked wheel

Curiously enough,the formation of the Divine Cross and the Equinox into the Eight Spoked Wheel only happens once every 13 000 years
The last time it happened was in 11000 B.C
This means it happened roughly 13000 years ago

If you play by Nostradamus' predictions,the Sun,the constellation of Ophiuchus, and the center of our galaxy will become very important in the coming apocalypse
This gives us a 20 year time period,from 1992 to 2012
So the Apocalypse could happen any moment

Nostradamus has predicted the end of days more precisely than any other person in history
We have to look for three significant lunar eclipses
Together with an event by the sun
10 significant lunar eclipses are to happen in the coming 4 years
4 years later it is
2012

So there it is
The Earth Changing Event when the very veil of god is lifted,and all rules of logic are broken
Of course this is if you believe in Nostradamus that is
I do,and I'm doing fine:)
However you do not play by Nostradamus,then the end day is on december 21st
Have fun...2012

It is Friday the 13th today:)
I remeber blogging once,during Friday the 13th
And I am doing it again
I should probably watch Cannibal Holocaust or Rise of the Living Dead
But I am in school instead:)

Accompanying Miss Shervon in the Computer Lab
Her life lessons are very useful
And the metaphors used are as well
Who would have thought a finger in a pool of water would have a lesson?

Well,I will explain to you:)
When your finger is in the water,it takes up space does it not?
That is how you feel when you feel you are important
You feel as if you take up space,and rightfully so

But when you take your finger away from the water, the pool fills right back up
And you cannot tell that your finger,or anybody's for that matter had ever taken up that place
So that is why we should not have big egos:)
Usefull life lessons indeed
So I have taken care to make my prescence felt wherever I go
:)

I really want to watch Dawn of the Dead
BUT HAVE YOU SEEN THE BLUE GHOST VIDEO
Well,there was a news report about a ghost in a gas station
And then the ghost made a second appearence at a gas station
Look:)



See! See!
Did you see!
Actually it is quite funny:)
And no this is not morbid fascination with unnnatural...entities
I am done,no I am not dead :O

NO! I AM NOT DONE!!!

Siti: *Pulls out money from wallet*
Nishan: *Takes everything else out of the wallet*
Siti: That is all my money:D
Nishan: *Tries to stuff in Garlic Chilli Sauce Packet*
:D

I must be a tad addicted to blogging today
This must be my third post.
Well,my mother is making fun of my teeth
So I came here instead
And I do not watch the movies they watch,so extra reason too

A shocking revelation by my father
When he was born,his name was actually Carnation
Yes,the name of a flower
Carnation

His name was changed though,I don't know why
He only said that people kept calling him "flower"
But then the name Carnation is still on his Birth Certificate
That means that my real surname is Carnation
And my real name is Nishanthini Carnation

I have been starting to listen to Lilly Allen
She is good:)
Quite entertaining indeed:)
And her videos are nice too:)

I watched Desperate Housewives today
I do watch it,everyday
It is entertaining:)
And I wonder what life will be like when I grow older

Alas,I am still worried about the end of days
It still seems unfair though
I mean I will probably never get to date anyone,because of abstinence until 21
And I'll never get the job I want
Or own a pet horse either

But it has thought me to live life to the fullest:)
So I smile more:D
:D

What's your Rabbit I Q? Rabbit's Best Friend! I'm so happy to know there are people like you who know so much about bunnies! Animals Quizzes

What crazy ass poet are you? (pics) Robert Browning No one knows what the hell you are talking about and your work is full of creeps. You like writing for the hell of it and thought talent surpassed all things. You are devoted being, even if your poetry is wild, you are still not all that weird. You are a lover and will continue to be successful for many moons. Myspace Quizzes

How well do you know Marilyn Manson? Mansonite You are a Mansonite, just like I am. I love Marilyn Manson, and I don't what people say about me being a poser, I will always listen to him. You are like me and know tons about him. Celebrities-Fame Quizzes

What Spongebob character are you? Patrick Your I.Q. may not be as high as the average rock, but you love to make people laugh and you're always hungry. Myspace Quizzes

Dear Nurul
You are one of the greatest,bravest, and strongest people I know
Everything seems to be whirlwind now,but it will be alright in due time
I am not with you in person,but I will be as a friend
And if you ever need a someone to talk to,I might not be your first choice,but I'm here anyways
Love you,and do stay strong :)

Well I went to the dentist again today
This must have been the best dentist treatment I have ever received
Because the dentist did nothing but to x-ray and check my teeth
He asked me if I wanted to remove the tooth

But I said it was not causing me any harm
So he said I could choose to leave it there,which I did
So now I have one extra tooth,one more than the rest of the homosapians
I feel special:D

My homework is...mediocre
Finished a bunch,more to do
And more
And more

A pile as big as Nuggets
He is a maltese,and reasonably small so its ok:)
But the homework pile is BIG
I have the house to myself too:D

Well,I should be going now,but I'm doing quizzes on Myyearbook.com
So I will upload a few:)
:)

Greetings fellow comrades:)
My shift key is not working,so I have to use the other shift key
And it is hard since I'm not accustomed to using this shift key
How sad...
I'll get used to it soon though:)

Nuggets is eccentric
We are both on the bed using the computer
I am using the computer,he is resting
He got tired of taking rest,so he's resting again

Nuggets: *Starts scratching ear*
Me: hey!
Nuggets: *stares,then moves to the other end of the bed and scratches*
Me: Thats my blanket you! *tugs on blanket*
Nuggets: *stares,then lies down on top*

Indeed,Nuggets is not accompanying me as dogs should to their masters
He only came in here for the air-con
Smart...
Indeed... I watched Courage the Cowardly Dog the other day
His computer had a virus,a worm
And then Muriel's Artichoke Soup cleared it up
If only real viruses were that easy to clear up...

We had math intensive today
It was reasonably fine
I revised many things
But I am still way behind on homework

But I will tell of this conversation during maths intensive remedial
Niveetha: How to calculate area of circle?
Jayasree: Nishan how?
Nishan: 2PieR right?
Menakah: PieD lah.
Nishan: You idiot!
Teacher: Yes yes need any help
But the teacher is open minded,so it was funny:)

And this,I got this from Niveetha's blog
It is from Niveetha's point of view as well
Teacher: what's so special about parallel lines?
Nishan: they're parallel [haha!]
Me: i think we know that
Teacher: my questions are actually sensible but you guys make them sound wrong
Nishan: they go on forever and never touch
Teacher: least she tried, any other answers?

And my dental appointment is next monday
My mother says I cannot go to the National Dental Centre by myself
Or I might get lost along the way
I am 13!
And two more weeks untill i'm 14!

This is propaganda
Intese propaganda
I am perfectly capable of going to the National Dental Centre without losing my way!
And I am old and mature!
I can seek rectifience for my baby teeth myself!
:(

Yes indeed,in the abscence of your's truly from this blog
I have sought salvation in the History Channel
Digging for the Truth:)
Mummy Forensics:)
The Universe:)
And Cities of the Underworld:)

They are talking about a lobster called Billy on Animal Planet
He was born blue in colour
And they said the reason is that,like albinos
It's a part of their genetic structure
Blue is nice:)

And they are now talking about a cross breed of horse and zebra
I recognise Terri Irwin's voice:)
She said the strange genetics of the horse/zebra make it fascinating
And there is a rabbit who weighs 9 kilograms!
It's not a fat bunny,its a huge bunny
You can say,it is acceptable weight
But it is tall:)

:)
Well now,
Blood,Blood,galleons of the stuff
I gave them all that they can drink and it will never be enough
I gave them bloo-oooood
Grab a glass because it's going to be a flood:)