I'm still grateful for everything that makes me happy
Like all the almost simple things like waking up with the sun goes down
Tokio Hotel's Automatic keeps playing on MTV
I still get so proud every time its' being played because they've come so far
I love them.

I've been sleeping at 5am every morning
Life in the dark is good
Both ways, metaphorically and literally
Man, am I depressed.
Will come back when I feel better but the fanfiction ideas are pouring in.

I guess if I'm depressed I should be depressed, but I won't let it hurt the love I have for the only thing that won't fail me, the fandoms.