Everything about math is pissing me off
And I guess that's what made me say 'go fuck yourself' to someone
I'm not sorry if you're wondering, in fact i'm happy I said that
I guess i'm going to rant here, I think I need it

If you're a friend, I expect you to know that I don't like to be treated as though I'm stupid
And by pretending that I don't understand a word of tamil, you're doing that very well
In case you don't know, i've been learning the damn language for 10 years
I might not get fucking distinctions like you, but I'm not stupid understand?

And when I really really don't want to do something
You don't pretend you know how i'm feeling
Because you don't
And I don't expect you to
I don't even expect you to understand

I realised that I don't like people looking at me, especially when i'm in the middle of doing something
If it's not finished, you wait
Don't butt in when i'm in the middle
Obviously I don't feel good about half-done work I care about

I also hate people talking about me, in front of me
For god's sake, i'm right there
Ask me straight how old I am
Are you that stupid
This post and the other angry post somewhere down there are not for the same person

I'm feeling empty now
No love for anyone
No, deep love for anyone
Except for her, and Bill Kaulitz
But i'm so used to not being over you that it does'nt hurt anymore
Although I wish it did, and I miss it a little

To my friends its a different sort of love, but I think it's better
When someone gives you a hug when you look completely ugly, and messed up
And you feel like complete sheisse
I know they're a friend
And my friends are awesome

Now, i've got a stupid headache
I don't want to go to school tomorrow
I need to be home for a while, to feel like, a human
Not some multi-tasking, top-scoring, perfect student wannabe wannabe
I'll rather sit at home all day and fangirl at Tokio Hotel

I know i've been mean nowadays
I'm sorry,
But I'll be back soon
The one who actually cares about other people. and herself
I just need to straighten out my thoughts and get back to life
I really really appreciate all of you, and thank you for everything

And, I don't know what this has to do with anything
But Angela is retarded
And she and Andrea smacked me on the butt and the boobs
I don't know how many times
So I smacked them back
But then Angela punched me there
It was, PAINFUL

Angela: My back is crooked
Me: I need a back-brace
Angela: *stare* Me too. I want pink colour.

And Shamini and Stacy were like funny extras in front
They kept laughing at us, they're funny funny people
Even when we weren't doing anything
Seriously crazy people, they are

The song Bad Day by Daniel Pewter makes me feel better
Maybe because it describes exactly how I feel now
And it's such a cute song
I love it

Where is the moment we needed the most
You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost
They tell me your blue skies fade to gray
They tell me your passion's gone away
And I don't need no carryin' on

You stand in the line just to hit a new low
You're faking a smile with the coffee to go
You tell me your life's been way off line
You're falling to pieces every time
And I don't need no carryin' on

Cause you had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
The camera don't lie
You're coming back down and you really don't mind
You had a bad day
You had a bad day

Will you need a blue sky holiday
The point is they laugh at what you say
And I don't need no carryin' on

You had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
The camera don't lie
You're coming back down and you really don't mind
You had a bad day
(Oh... holiday...)

Sometimes the system goes on the blink
And the whole thing turns out wrong
You might not make it back and you know
That you could be well oh that strong
And I'm not wrong

So where is the passion when you need it the most
Oh you and I
You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost

Cause you had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
You've seen what you like
And how does it feel for one more time
You had a bad day
You had a bad day

Had a bad day
Had a bad day
Had a bad day
Had a bad day
Had a bad day