Simple Plan-Welcome to my Life

Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don't belong
And no one understands you
Do you ever wanna runaway?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming

No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life

Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more?
Before your life is over
Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With their big fake smiles and stupid lies
While deep inside you're bleeding

No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life

No one ever lied straight to your face
No one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think I'm happy but I'm not gonna be okay
Everybody always gave you what you wanted
Never had to work it was always there
You don't know what it's like, what it's like

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like (what it's like)

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life

I was reading the class blog,and about the conversation we had with Miss Jean on Friday when we were standing outside class


Me, Nishan, Adelia and XinYi were standing near the class balcony and corridors for quite sometime after school.
Ms Jean walks past.
All of us: Hi Ms Jean!/ Hey Ms Jean!/ *waves hand wildly*
Ms Jean: Eh, what you all stay back for?
Nishan: Er, for fun.
Adelia: *nods head* uhuh.
Ms Jean: Then what you all doing?
Nishan: Enjoying the scenery.
The rest: Yeah, yeah.
Ms Jean: What scenery?
All of us: Well...
Me: There's the hall.
Nishan: Then there's some people there.
Adelia: We can see the canteen too.
XinYi: The school field and the cars.
Nishan: We're simply admiring nature.
Adelia: Yeah!
XinYi: There's green everywhere.
Nishan: There's trees and grass and plants there. *points to the see-saw area and goes on and on*
Ms Jean: *shakes head and walks away*
All of us: *giggle giggle*
Me: I think she regretted asking that question. xD

We were standing there because some inconsiderate people had stolen our classroom
It's perfectly fine,and even nice of them to be there
But they were making so much noise,and messing the place up,and wasting the marker ink, that they got annoying
And the "Me" refers to Siti:)

I feel,homicidal again...
This reminds me of my English Composition!:)
This chose the topic "Failure" and I wrote about a forensic scientist/crime scene investigator
And she failed to solve a murder
But I didn't know how to spell DNA
Deoxyrobonucliec Acid?
There's a spelling mistake for you already...

Stupid sister is listening to that ridiculous Paramore song
the one where the woman goes " crush crush crush"
And it's so hot and sunny outside
Perfect day for ice cream
I lost a kg:) So I'm fully justified
I'm still fat though...:(

Ew,now is that stupid "please don't stop the music" song by Rihanna
It's stupid
I do not comprehend people like her
And I don't need to,I have ice cream:)

:D

Marilyn Manson is hot:)
He really is:)
I mean,the person who made that list of "Ugliest Celebrities" must be a nuthead
I bet that bloody idiot has no self confidence
But Marilyn Manson is good looking:)
Niveetha is couting the number of people who call him ugly:(
Niveetha!!! What did Marilyn ever do to you:(
And the song "The Beautiful People" is nice:)
And yes,he does'nt do any plastic surgery either!!!

I'm going to miss home economics lessons:(
They were the best part of my thursdays,especially with such a funny partner as Niveetha
She does the wierdest things during home economics:)
For one,she's scared of cutting chicken:)

But she's still a great home economics partner:)
Oh oh! And that time we forgot to put salt in the curry,and Miss Teo even used it as an example:)
I will definately miss home economics...;)

AND I PASSED TAMIL
AHH! I got 64/100 for class test:):):):):)
And that means my work paid off,so I'm proud of myself
I'm also proud of myself for recycling many things

Because we had to clear the class of needless objects
And amongst them was alot of plastic bottles and cardboard
So Xin Yi and me took them to the recycling bins and recycled them:)
AND THE FURRY BLACK THING:)



Yes,the thing with big eyes:)
Adelia wanted to take a picture of the thing 2G1 won for collecting the most money
And I put it there:)

Alright,now I'm really angry
Me: I got 64/100 for tamil common test
Mother: If a teacher teaches,and a student gets only 64/100. It means that she has only absorbed 64% of what is thought
She's a compete unhelpful person

I hate this

Tamil Paper was..alright I guess
And by alright I mean that it was the usual...:(
Letter writing was manageable:)
But the composition...

I was 30 words short
But Menakah said that they don't count the words,I hope they don't
I write Tamil in primary school standard
That's how I write all the compositions....

நான் அந்த திருமணத்திலிருந்து தமிழ் கலாச்சாரத்தை பற்றி நிறைய தெரிந்துக்கொண்டேன்.

That was one of my last few sentences...
I just hope I did enough..
If I were to think of this in a more light hearted way...
My composition would make even the most well-mannered Tamil scholar to go "wtf"
But that still does not make it a good thing...

I got an on the dot A1 for literature:)
75!!!
I got an A1!!!!!!
:D:D:D:D:D

Keerthana wants to type:)
oh yes i know you r very clever in lit! keep up the gd work!

Adelia was semi-emotional today:(
But that fluffy thing that we kept throwing to each other was funny!!
And during literature when Adlina and Geraldine were coming,they loved it too!
:D

There's Higher Tamil Paper 1 later
I can do this...I think....
Oh well...
Why am I using so many dots?
Can you see the many dots...
Count the dots...17 dots
I must be going nuts...

Keerthana wants to type again
Aiya nishan, you can do very well in ur exam dont worry too much. have confidence in urself!
NEH. Keerthana you're much better is tamil than me:)

I think i'll go through the format again,and look up useful things for the compopsition:)
So that hopefully,i'll be ready for the exam
Keerthana says enough blogging:(

:)

I just bathed and I smell nice:)
My temperature just now was 37.9 Degrees,and I was sweating like a sweaty person
NEH
If I were a little more egoistic I would say “I’m hot":)
I'm not so egoistic lah:)

My contact lens fell out again during maths remedial:(
And I did’nt bring saline
I will not risk an eye infection just to save money,so I disposed of said lens
I was supposed to change it at the 31st of each month,because I wear monthly ones
So I just threw it away:)
My mother said it was smart to do that:)

O.O
I haven’t used that smiley,emoticon for a long time either:)
Low battery..:(
And my tupid realplayer is tupid lah
I keep clicking it and it does’nt work
And I only have 3 days left to activate tupid adobe:(

Adelia was so funny today
Adelia is funny always:D
In the morning she showed me the comparisons she had to make in the compare friends thing on facebook
And it was so funny
Like her,I will say on my blog

J-20!!! IF you ever read this I want you to know that Xin Yi and you are more compatible than any other person on earth so pick her and stop denying yourself

And haha,Adelia,Wan Teng and Geraldine said me speaking chinese is very cute because my voice is childlike:)
I quitted chinese special program after just one year
Because my marks were going down and down and down:(

Xin Yi was very sad today...
Xin Yi don’t be sad:( because you are one of the happiest people I know:)
In fact,it was always you who made me feel better when I was down:)
So be happy ok:)

I have to revise now, darn...
And I haven't started preparing for oritorical.....
Yes I joined:)
:(

Bye:)

Mid
Year
Exams
Are
In
One
Day
AHH!

This reminds me of the Angklung score for Kuda Hitam
B--C--A--F--E---
BCAFE
:)

I will blog in seven sentences,including this one:)

1. I really don't want to do tamil homework,but I keep procrastinating like this I'll never do it and I return back to last year after I swore to god I would turn over a new leaf in Sec 2.

2. Exams are coming and I hate exams but this time,I know I can do it and I will.

3. I will stop thinking the worst about people becaus that means i'm being angsty and angst=worry=wrinkles

4. I keep forgetting to feed Dumbledore and it makes me feel like such a stupid,sadistic idiot.

5. I'll set my priorities right,because after I've settled whatever I need to settle,i'll feel much better:)

6. People should stop pissing me off,it's one of those "What did I do" moments where you feel that the other party is at fault and in fact,you're true . Thus,i'm not going to talk to anyone who proved useless and/or needless.

A severe case of writer's block
I pick up a pen,but nothing is forming in my head
Not a sentence,not a paragraph
Just,simple words such as "It" and "What",and sentences such as "I thought..." and "Why did you....."
All dissacociated with one another,floating in empty space.
I think I will not be writing for a while
My mind is perpetually,blank

I don't even have any ideas of what to blog about
And I used to blog very much
And now there's nothing
I just stay in my room,studying day in and day out

And as usual,I don't think I can do it
And I really don't want to face the time where I sit in my place and receive the first test paper
And I don't want to hear the teacher's words of " You have 5 minutes left" or "You have 1 minute left,check if you have written your name,index number"
All they do is to make me feel even more nervous

And I'm supposed to spend 12 days doing that,except for the times where I don't have to sit for any papers
Can I not do this?

Excuse my tomfoolery,my brain is currently full of little bits of fluff
I need an interjection...a swear word of some sort...an intellectual one
One that would not reveal my mentel nihility

:(
No,no, that was not the swear word
It's a way of telling you HOW THE HELL I FEEL RIGHT NOW
BECAUSE APPARENTLY SOME PEOPLE HAVE TO GO "OUT OF THEIR WAY" TO MAKE STUPID TESTS AND EXAMS AND HOMEWORK AND TEXTBOOKS AND WHATEVER SHIT TO DETERMINE OUR LEVELS OF INGENUITY.
And you know what....

IT'S BLOODY HELL NOT WORKING!!!

I haven't blogged for a long time,
Because I had nothing to blog about,was not feeling myself,and was too busy with schoolwork to actually blog
And I was feeling lethargic these past few days
*stretches and yawns* *big,glassy,eyes*
:(

I stayed back today
With Xin Yi,but I forgot to bring my extra tablet battery so I could'nt use it
So instead,I spent my time reading
History CA1 marks were about my expectations,I got 65
My projects and class test really pulled me up:)

I must say,I finally realise how rude the Sec 1s can be
I mean,I want to be nice to them,because they are younger,and you have to be good to people who are younger
It feels good to have juniors who are nice:)
But I mean,show some respect!
You are'nt the centre of the world!

I have been going on facebook a little too much....
Adelia keeps poking me,and poking me
Haha,and yes I know my laugh is contagious:)
I got a cough though...:(
How sad...
:(

Adelia wants me to write a TEAQ about S-13
And I shall:)

Topic Sentence: S-13 is hot:)
Evidence: He is very good looking,and his voice is....TO DIE FOR
Analysis: Guys with nice voices are hot. An example would be the Phantom of the Opera. Christine is such a bimbo for not choosing the Phantom. I mean..Raoul is just a stupid pretty boy with an IQ lower than his age.
Quote: He is hot:D

:) That paragraph makes me sound exceedingly guy-crazy....

I haven't drunk blood for so long
Adelia and Xin Yi asked me why

You have drunk 501 pints of blood.
Your rank is Local Legend - next rank at 1000 pints.

:)

And I took off my shoes in class
Because the puddles made my socks wet
So now my socked feet are drying:D
You must think this paragraph is completely useless...
Who ask you to read,tupid lah eu
:(

I have not posted for a long time
Probably because i've been quite not myself these few days
Hated school,and hated home
My mother expects me to be some sort of extra ordinary person

But she's alright now
But that tupid spider is still somewhere in my room:(
The spider was about 3 cm leg span
It's body was small,and it's legs were long:(
NEH

Still,I did'nt get rid of the web
The tupid spider spent so long making it,and I have no right to destroy it:)
I should name the spider:)

Emmy is joining crezawards!
I can't wait to go watch her
I'm not joining this year,because I had my chance already
It would be nice to go watch it

2.4 run was alright
I passed!!
:D
But the timing is'nt that good still:)
So I want to run again next week

And 2G1 got the cleanest class!
And I have to hand in the form for the China Exchange Program:)
Now...

:)
And Gellert Albus Percival Wulfric Brian Dumbledore Grindlewald says hi:)

It’s 12.15 now
I could’nt sleep
So I came out of my room,and when I came back in
I saw this dirty great spider on the wall floating above my bed

Actually it wasn’t floating, it was obviously hanging by a web
Tupid spider
You don’t anyhow come into people’s rooms and build webs:(

Now i’m scared to go back in
Because I head a crinkling sound and it might be a cockroach
I hate insects:(
Sadly they make up 75% of Earth’s living things

Me: Comes in, picks up bible, kneels down to pray. Sees the spider “Oh darn”
Spider: Stays there
Me: Goes far far away
Spider: Climbs up web
Me: ?
Spider: Goes on ceiling, crinkling noise behind
Me: Runs out of room

:(

The Merger Between Singapore and Malaya:)

Indonesia and the Philippines did not agree to the merger as they didn’t want to give up Sabah and Sarawak. As Sabah was part of the old Philippines kingdom. They both objected to the merging of Singapore and Malaya. When the merger was carried out, Indonesia and the Philippines cut all diplomatic ties with Singapore and Malaya. In short, they didn’t want to friend us anymore:(

Singapore and Malaysia had different ideas about a common market. But Malaysia viewed Singapore as a economic rival and still imposed taxes on Singapore goods. Malaysia also increased Singapore’s contribution of taxes from 40% to 60%. Singapore thought this was unfair, as they did not even agree to the proposal of a common market. Malaysia also gave Malays special rights, and practiced communal politics. This was when the parties were formed along racial lines.

On 9th August 1965, Singapore was kicked out of Malaysia. On 16th September 1965, Singapore joined the United Nations. And on 8th August 1967, Singapore co founded the Association of South East Asian Nations (ASEAN).

Xin Yi told me to blog so...

Blog Blog Blog Blog Blog Blog Blog Blog Blog Blog Blog Blog Blog Blog Blog Blog Blog Blog Blog Blog Blog Blog Blog Blog Blog Blog Blog Blog Blog Blog Blog Blog Blog Blog Blog Blog Blog Blog Blog Blog Blog Blog Blog Blog Blog Blog Blog Blog Blog Blog Blog Blog Blog Blog Blog Blog Blog Blog Blog Blog Blog Blog Blog Blog Blog Blog Blog Blog Blog Blog Blog Blog Blog Blog Blog Blog Blog Blog Blog Blog Blog Blog Blog Blog Blog Blog Blog Blog Blog Blog Blog Blog Blog Blog Blog Blog Blog Blog Blog Blog Blog Blog

But I don't think i'm in the mood to blog
I'm sorry
Thank you for smsing just now Xin Yi:)

The Sec 4 angklung seniors are gone:(
And angklung will not be the same without them:(
But I wish them all the best for everything:)
They must be really busy now

I saw a bee like critter today as I walked to school
It's incredibly nice,I get to walk past the canal everyday:)
Better than using the pavement near the road,where the carbon monoxide level is HUGE
So it's better to walk along the canal:)

Well,Sound of the Beast: A guide to Heavy Metal and Getting Opera
Both books are due on the 10th
Which means I wold have to visit Jurong East library again
That is'nt quite bad:) I like Jurong East library:)

There was art today
I was never great shakes at art but it was alright:)
But...
If you know me,you would know that I have the tendency to talk and sing to myself
In the most dramatic of mannerisms
And I was talking to myself,and Mrs Lee was right behind and she probably heard every word I said
Although she did'nt quite show it
I completely forgot what I was talking about though

It must have been about hippies,oh I don't know
I simply love the hippie lifestyle
Without the drugs
Hippies are pure,they hate technology,love trees,and wear colourful clothes
I should take a leaf out of their book:)
Or tree,since they really love them
I should buy tons of smiley faces and flowers and scream I LOVE THE WORLD
Every single day

I should hug a tree
I need a tree
Speaking of that,
Earth Day is coming
And i'm proud I have'nt watched TV for DAYS:)
All you need,is a spiritual awarness of the cosmic universe
That would be so,groovy:)

:)

Blogging,as usual
I blog alot,because I have so much to say:D

My dad told me to help him pick 4D numbers
On other Sundays,i'd just be waking up:)
But I woke up early today:)

Some website spoke of shutting down Vampirefreaks.com
Supposedly it's the cause for teenage violence,murders,and riots
It shows how superficial the world has become
It's quite sad..
And people judge you everywhere you go

Even I judge people
I don't like people who are too modern
Which is why I don't like Bill Gates
He is too modern:( and computer minded:(

I should go now
Homework to complete
There's going to be a tamil class test,and maths class test
And I have to study

:)

What '80s heavy metal band are you? Metallica You are truly one of the most influencial metal bands out there. And your name proves it. Like Judas Priest, you like to control things. Not people, but THINGS. Music Quizzes

Which decade do you belong in? (new & improved with pictures!) 60's The happy decade when pop was born! And hippies! Yay for happy! Pop Culture Quizzes

What tree are you? Oak tree You are a Oak tree. You are strong, independent, and careing you are a follower you listen and listen well. Personality-Emotion Quizzes

wats ur future job?(true results) vet ur a major animal lover and would do anything to save an animals life. Jobs-Careers-Goals Quizzes

What color is your spiritual Aura? Green Your aura is Green! You are a very calm, caring, and nurturing person. You tend to care for the happiness and wellbeing of others more than yourself. You tend to often let your heart express itself rather than your mind. You are drawn towards nature and all of the Earth's creations. Personality-Emotion Quizzes

I've changed the blog header:D

The Osbournes-Too Many ******* animals

Ozzy: That's enough! That's ******* enough. We have too many ******* cats and ******* dogs and,and whats that pink fluffy thing?

Kelly: I'm your daughter!

Ozzy: Oh right,well one of these ******* pets have got to go. *Picks up olga*

Kelly: You can't get rid of Olga! She's like one of the ******* family!

Olga: Woof ******* Woof!

Ozzy: I see what you ******* mean

Olga: *bites the head off a passing bat and spits it out*

Ozzy: Good girl!

I watched "Hippies" on the History Channel
I have realised that hippies are misunderstood people
So i've added another picture there:D
The colourful one:D

I've been sneezing like crazy the past few days
How sad:(
I might sneeze my head off

I was also reading the astrology columns on the internet
People born on the 21st of June have two star signs
That's becuase it's Gemini ends on that day,and Cancer begins on that sameday
So I have two star signs:D

:)

I was reading Adelia's blog:)
Life has become funnier ever since she became my sitting partner
Like for instance,just now right after Road Run
Adelia wanted to get off her chair,but she was resting her hurt knee on another
Then I sneezed,and she hit her leg on the chair
And we were laughing like cray untill Adelia's D-1117 walked past
And she laughed again,which made me laugh somemore
:D

She also blogged about Wednesday,when my tablet was malfunctioning
There was some trust relationship problem
So during recess I went to see the TAs
And then they said they would'nt entertain anyone untill 1.30
And I was enraged!
I mean,I have to use it for classes!
Tupid...

I have the whole weekend in front of me:)
And I shall rest for once:)
Speaking of that,I feel sleepy

:)

I'm taking off my shoes in class:D
Running just now was terrible!
And then the sun came up,and it was so hot

But now my feet are cold
Because since I got wet yesterday,my shoes were throughly soaked
And since they were throughly soaked,my socks are wet
And water evaporates and takes heat away,now my feet is cold:D

I woke up extra early today,5.30
People are shocked when I tell them I wake up at 6 or 6.10
And I sleep at 9.30
Unless I have homework,then I have to sleep later:(
There's no PE,so I'm dilly dallying in class

Xin Yi did not come today:(
And I owe english homework

:)

I just bathed,and I smell nice:D
I came home drenched though
I forgot to bring an umbrella
Lucky Krystal had a plastic bag,so I could wrap my tablet PC in it
So it would not spoil:)
But I was still drenched:(
Tupid...

BUT
There was home economics practical exam today
And I think I did alright:)
Except for the fact that there were ants running around all over the place
And I had to brush them all away before Miss Teo noticed
I'm so sorry ants :(

I hope Xue Ling is ok
She was really sick during lesson time
Get well soon ok:)
And to Xin Yi too:)
Be like me,I eat apples everyday:D
And Xin Yi,starbucks guy is still cute:)

I have to go do Maths homework now
Or the tupid GAY will come into class and make noise

:)

Adelia showed me this song:)
AND I LOVE IT!



It's peanut butter jelly time
It's peanut butter jelly time

Today was good:)
After assembly I found out that I and others who had experience in Chinese had been shortlisted for a China Overseas Trip
I really want to go!
So I hope my parents will agree:)

Literature was wonderful today
Mrs Rupa came in to surpervise the lesson
And she is brilliant in Literature
And she really inspired me to continue Literature in upper secondary
:D
Miss Lim came up to me and said she was meaning to tell me that my essay was impressive,and that she enjoyed reading it:)
The one about "What makes you happy" and "What makes you scared"
I on the other hand,I thought they made no sense
She said we could write or do whatever we wanted with it
So I turned up this dramatic,thing with tons of capital letters,exclamation marks,and a cockroach drawn at the side:)

But the CME test was horrible
I don't really mind,I don't find CME important
And I did'nt study for it
I did'nt know half the answers,and I was smiling at Katty for three quarters of the paper
Haha:)

There seems to be a lot of moths around in the G Block
And one died at the back of the class
It's such a poor thing,I hope they did'nt sweep it up:(
But the moths do brighten up the place:)

:)

Heroes Season 2 is...over
And,no more Heroes Season 2
And now everybody is against Sylar
Why do all the hot ones have to be so...victimised ?

I want to get the whole DVD collection,but parents will think it costs more than it's worth
But it's worth much more!
Oh well,below is a picture of the Heroes cast
And below that is a picture of Sylar (Don't touch)





:)